Tuesday, July 24, 2007♥
You know that when you are damn free, you are awake at 3am after losing 16 bucks in mahjong, you get abit emo, you start thinking about things, random things.
I think being free is bad for me. I am damn emo and I think about damn alot of things. Which is totally unnecessary. A good example would be the post below. I find myself damn silly after that actually.
One night I think about my relationship with the boyfriend. Not that we have any problems but you know, just think about random things, some might be depressing just thinking about it. Like especially after the J & W (shit G, I'm blogging like you!) incident, I have been trying to put myself in their shoes and stuff like that. Even when there ain't any problem I will go think of a problem to think about it. Totally stupid and looking for trouble.
One night I think about my family. Mum, dad, Ah ma, whoever, baby cousins, etc.
One night I think about my friends. Different groups of friends. All sorts of things about different friends, my relationship with them etc. Totally damn random, jumping from one person to the other.
Just like this post, all my thoughts are super random. The losing 16 bucks is random too lah. I am not affected by it, in case my kakis think so. I am 100% reimbursed for it anyway! haha. Cos the boyfriend was in a good mood today he agreed to pay for my losses and share 50-50 my winnings. Just that you guys need to be my witness that I really tried hard and someone else's luck was just SO MUCH better than me. Tsk.
Adding on to the randomness, if you haven't heard, I almost won first prize in 4D on Sunday. Its a long story, but the gist of it is that if the number appeared on Wednesday instead of Sunday, I would have won 200bucks I think. Yah, I bet some of you, G especially, are thinking "wah lao, this peg is damn ah soh." But I can't really be bothered to tell you the whole long story why I went to NTUC and bought 4D from Singapore Pools on Wednesday. If you are interested then come and ask me.
Ok, I just made myself sound an avid gambler. I only buy 4D once in a blue moon, please.
Oh! Mak called me on Sunday afternoon. It was a pleasant surprise, after being tricked by him. TO think I thought I was damn smart to think that he is a conman trying to con me for my account number of that sort of thing. I feel bloody stupid but glad that he bothered to tell us that he is alive and kicking. And to the very very least, that idiot could remember my number off hand. I should be honoured man.
And talking about overseas call, Dicky called me at 12plus PM on Monday and the first few words he said to me was "WHAT THE FUCK! You are still sleeping?!" HAHA. What a nice pick up line lah.
Ok, can someone please tell me if I would be billed for these calls? Not that I am ngiao or what lah please. I don't mind such expenses one, in fact I am happy they called, but I just want to know. Cos I sms-ed back quite alot when I was in Malaysia too. So at least I have a rough gauge. I don't have to pay my own bills anyway (hehe) but just want to have a mental preparation that I will be called up to ask about my bill if it's going to be high.
Alright, its 4am I think I gotta hit the sack soon in case any jealous of my slackish life people calls me at 12 and WTF me again.
