Monday, October 10, 2005♥
Screwed Sunday
Its such a screwed Sunday. Basically, my weekends are so screwed lah. Like I told Chay, I have a very sudden empty feeling in me. Its like, after being so occupied with so many things other than school work for the past month or two, this sudden free-ness is irritating. Chay asked me what is my motivation. I told him I look forward to weekends and evenings to get myself going in the day or week. But hey, my weekends are so screwed now. Damn screwed. I have got no motivation now. Nothing to look forward to. Even looking forward to today was an empty hope. I just knew that they were going to let me down.
On a lighter note, went for supper at Fajar Mac with Chay last night. I was cycling and he was on his skate scooter. Haha. Quite weird though. Yes, Fajar Mac, you all should know why. Haiz... Had quite a good talk with him. *shake head*
I am regretting sending that message on Tuesday night. I just think that there was an impact. But then again, I kept telling to live with the "what if the world is going to end in 5 minutes time" attitude. And that makes me feel better, at least I said what I wanted to say and he did say its ok that I can call him or sms him if I need to talk or what. But still, I can't deny that I can feel the impact of it.
Time to get started on my work. Recess week not so recess afterall. Damn.
