Monday, May 05, 2008♥
Deep breath
Ok, I need to chill abit. And I need to stop translating the speed and urgency of my life to my driving. Hah.
I think it was pretty bad. Usually only my gal pals (ironically) will do the "msg me when you get home" thingy when I drop them. And ironically, the guy friends I send home usually don't do that. Today HJ stunned me with a "are you home yet?" sms when I was still on the way, stuck with every single red light there was. It has been years since I got this kind of msg from him can. So I told him not yet, cos there were soooo many traffic lights along the way and I had to be faced with a red light everytime I came to a junction. Then next came a very fatherly reply "that's to tell you to drive safely". lol. After that there was a whole string of how I should chill and not be so uptight and how I shouldn't force this meet up blah blah. When he is the one having 3 papers in the coming week. Haha. Thats what best pals are for :)
Ok, to be honest I was quite scary today. SMU to 6th avenue in about 5plus minutes. I think I got flashed by 2 taxis on the way home, beat several amber lights cos I didn't want to stop. But I swear the traffic lights were against me today.
So.... there is no specific purpose and no specific reason for typing this but I think it will help me chill abit at 1 am. If you want to tell me to drive carefully blah blah, save it. I appreciate it but I am usually not like that. I believe many people can vouch that, RIGHT?
I am just very overwhelmed lah. AMA is killing me and worrying the hell out of me and taking too much time away from Strat which I really want to do well in. Thats the furthest I dare think. The whole lot of week 13 stuff can sit there and rot and die first.
Would really appreciate that my friends can understand what I am going through and be understanding as to why I can't join you guys for stuff. And if given a choice, why wouldn't I want to right? I know you darlings will be. And when I'm done, we can rock and roll till we drop dead, I promise! ;)
