Saturday, September 08, 2007♥
Emo Post
I think when we start counting our blessings, we will know how much we actually have. And in actual fact, life is not dull and empty, because of all the wonderful people around me.
I feeling very satisfied at this moment, and very emo too. I think the hormones are at work again. But I would rather (x10million) my hormones making me emo than giving me pain.
Just had a duper fun session over tea, fried food and Taboo with Chanchos. And I swear I had so much fun. They left me in such a good mood that I offered to go home get car to send them back. Haha! This is the bunch of people whom are not the sweetish, emo, see each other hug and tell one another i miss you kind. But I have this strong feel that each and everyone of them are actually silently there for each other and will always be ever-ready to leap to our rescue whenever anyone needed it. Its like this support that you never really notice but its actually there all the time. And I guess I will never trust someone else that they will not backstab me as much as you all. These few days Timo has been telling me that we are a family. He is emo too! So I guess somehow, we are pretty much of a traditional chinese family where we do not show our love with hugs and kisses but with practical acts of gratitude. And I love them to the moon and back, then to Pluto again.
I swear this Taboo is leaving me damn high now. And yet again, I have more classic jokes from Taboo in my portfolio now.
Yenfang: (upon opening a card, excitedly bouncing on the sofa, pointing at
Steph) STEPH STEPH STEPH STEPH! What do you all call her?
Eunice: *mumble* bimbo.
Rest of us: *roaring with laughter*
Steph: ehhhhhhhhhhhh
Us: *still laughing* with Yenfang in the background trying to explain
herself.
Oh btw, it was the correct answer.
Someone: What is beneath your skin?
CS: membrane!
WTF, CS! How did membrane come about? I really couldn't stop laughing at that too.
And this reminds me of something from Asoc Camp.
Someone: Flu is a ?
Becks: EPIDEMIC!
Yes, I just said Taboo is leaving me damn high. And that brings me to the Asoc people who make me secretly smile at my damn happening Microsoft Outlook with all the spams and out of point replies. The bimboticness, grossness, sweetishness and the stuff. And now that the big clique doesn't really exist because the "gels" are away, I find myself spending more quality time with the closer ones and getting to know them better and being able to talk about more stuff with them. Being the listening ear to their problems eventhough I can't help much, other than giving logical advices and comments and my moral support. And I actually enjoy it becasue I know that they are the people who will be there for me too, right?
And then there is ShiYin. After weeks of "this day I can't how about that day?", I finally met her for dinner today. And we just can't stop talking and its amazing how easy it is for her to understand how I feel about people and things. Its like, I haven't even finish explaining, she will say "Yah, I know etc etc." Amazing shit. And I feel very happy for her that her work and relationship are going on well and nothing's much has change sinced the last time we talked. (:
And of course my superman, who never fail to make me feel worthy. Someone who bothers to send me to school at 7.30am when he is working at 4pm. When I feel that everything's not going my way, he assures and reassures me that he will always be with me no matter what. I know skeptical people will tell me that its always easy for men to say that. But at least, its not just the words that I hear but also the action and the heart that goes along. And I don't really care what you jealous people say actually. I am so happy for him that one of the wishes from me in his video has come true! And today being 8th September, Happy 20 months! And I can finally shout this in his ear: EVERYDAY IS A NEW RECORD FOR YOU!
All these somehow remind me of something I would like to quote from Ben - "Keep the closer ones closer."
I am just a normal human being, with my limitations. Even an octopus only has 8 tentacles and might not be enought to extend to everyone, as much as it wants to. The point here being I can't please the whole world, and I can't be bothered to please the whole world because I would rather save the energy for the closer ones, to keep them closer and to be there like how I want a friend to be.
And with that, I end my emo post. Good night and have a jolly weekend.
