NATURE'S CALLING

Thursday, September 27, 2007♥

Its a wonder how a small thing can cook up a storm in someone's life. It was supposed to be a small thing, at least I thought. But somehow, someone never fail to disrupt peace in my life. And its just so irritating. For once, I did not know who to turn to. I had reservations about almost every single person I thought I could talk to. So that leaves me with no one to talk to. And you know in times like this, I would really appreciate no questions ask. I will sort it out myself. And to begin with, its really a thing so small one would hardly take notice so yup, don't bother.

On another note, my ah ma is going for her knee operation in less than a month's time, after years of procratination. And being the worry freak I always am, I can't help worrying about everything, ranging from who's going to accompany her in the hospital to, of course, the success of the whole thing, how long it will take before she can walk normally again etc. And I can't display my worries in front of her because I know it took her lots of courage to do this. Somehow old people are kinda against going under the knife. Its just normal. And I don't want to add on to her fear which she also has been trying to hide.

You know I have always been a darling to her, and she brings me around, travelling with her since I was young. And you know how in a tour, people always make comment about "wah, you bring your grand-daughter with you ah" and stuff like that. And a reply she made stayed etched in my heart. "Yah lor, don't know next time when I'm old already, will she do the same to me." You know how certain things people say never get removed from your life? This is one sentence which I somehow never forget over these years. And so I hope this op puts an end to all her pain so that I can fulfil this duty of mine.

Somehow there are just too many things troubling me recently. And whether I am going for exchange is an issue which has been bouncing to and fro. When I think I have decided, something has to come along to make me reconsider. So it just keeps coming back and forth. And its just so infuriating.

I guess I am just in a "life sucks" phase which I am optimistic that I'll be over it soon.

♥ 3:45 PM

Sunday, September 23, 2007♥

Retail theRapist

Erm, I'm abit embarassed to say this because it has been a long 2 months plus since my last update but I hope you guys still remember my site at Your Retail theRAPIST. Yup, I added some stuff to the collection, so please take a look. Somehow inspirations only come when I'm busier, or maybe its just a convenience excuse for me to take a distraction from school work.

So yeah, the site is updated so do go take a look. Just click and take a look wouldn't kill right? :)
muaks

♥ 11:25 PM

Thursday, September 20, 2007♥

Missy!

Today he made the attempt to make Peg gain weight - part 2. We went for buffet lunch at M Hotel The Buffet. The name of the place is really The Buffet. hurhur, damn creative. It was actually his birthday present from my grandparents. Then we had Missy and bubble tea for dinner. Blisssss. But enough said, I'm going to the gym tomorow. But right now, I need to continue whining to ZC to go with me!

This is probably quite insane but I am not going to sleep despite finishing my stuff and having a morning class tmr cos class 95 is playing nice songs after nice songs. Hahaha. Slightly after he left, they played a live version of Wonderful Tonight. Wasted, they should have played it earlier then I can go 'what song is this?" to him then we'll probably be quits. Ok, jokes.

Its friday. And happy recess week to the NTU and NUS people. I am damn jeals! How come mine hasn't even seem near?

♥ 11:50 PM

Wednesday, September 19, 2007♥

Eccentrico

This post is specially dedicated to someone who asked me to blog something and at the same time, secretly did not know how to create a photo album on facebook. So, killing 2 birds with 1 stone, The Idiot's Guide to Creating A Photo Album on Facebook!

After should be easy and self explanatory right?

Alright, I know thats not what you want to read from me. So blogging proper...

I think I have been quite eccentric lately. Ok, cancel the word "think". I HAVE BEEN quite eccentric lately. The other night, late at night, I suddenly became damn sensitive over certain stuff and got myself damn upset over this group of friends. I did write a short post when I was emo to the max but as expected, I deleted it first thing the next morning. Just didn't feel right cos many of them will be reading it.

Then this morning, I got damn upset, again, over some stuff with the boyfriend. And it resulted in a mini storm. Ok, yes, we stormed, a mini one. Upon reflections, I realised, and admitted, and apologised, that I over-reacted. Although I still think I have the right to feel disappointed. But point here being, I was eccentric and hence over-reacted. Somehow I can hear Dicky telling me "you girls are friggin insane". Yah, sometimes, maybe. BUT STILL, I stand firm that I am not crazy to be disappointed.

On a happier note, I had dinner at Turf City Owen seafood restaurant with his family. It was a great feast of lobster, oyster, crabsters, and all those stuff. They ordered to a point whereby the waitress was a little apprehensive if we could finish them, which we did. Hehehe. So the boy told me that it was an attempt to help me gain back whatever I have lost, after being accused of ill treating me. Hahaha! I swear my loss of 4kg over the past 2 years definitely didn't come from him. Or maybe it worked the other way round. Shrug.

And back to being angry, I chanced upon a Wan Bao headline article last evening which made me fuming mad. I swear I have never been that worked up over a newspaper article before, seriously, I was that mad. I will go scan the article and attempt to translate, when I have time. But the gist of it is that this little girl, less than 10 year old kind, was sexually abused by a cucumber, until she died. And her body was found in a bag. Like seriously, how sick can that be. I seriously hope that sick bastard(s) who did that sickest thing in the world get his/their dick(s) and balls ripped into a million pieces, then put them into a hug tub of bugs, insects and have all those gross stuff attack the wound and let them die from infection, rotting dicks and loss of blood. And I think that still will not make up for the ultra sick thing they have done, I am just not creative enough to go on.

Ok, enough of gross stuff. I'm kinda looking forward to K-lunching this Sat with the Asoc people. Hehe. Jason puts it as a Jie-mei recruitment in disguise. Damn gross, but I think we are gonna have fun! This sentence is for Gavin, JJ, Dicky, Ben, Mark, Ching, Hilda, although not all of you read my blog but WE ARE GONNA HAVE ALOT OF FUN WITHOUT YOU GUYS!

And the lil steamboat for Rong's birthday, although I have my reservations about how the food will turn out to be, without me preparing. But well, I shall trust you all this time round in order not to impose too much work on myself. Tsk tsk! And I have a feeling the turn out will be good. This sentence is for Mak: WE ARE GONNA HAVE ALOT OF FUN WITHOUT YOU TOO! Although I don't think he has time to come online and read blogs. But if you see this, drop us a buzz. Has been too long since I last heard from you.

Back to being eccentric, quoting from my dear Serene, "I don't like this ah, seriously", I hope to be over this soon cos I seriously don't like it myself too. "Don't like!"

♥ 9:02 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007♥

Photos Galore!

I was contemplating if I should do this because I was mentally calculating the number of pages I could read with this time. But this contemplating is wasting more time. Heck it lah, I need a break.

His 22nd

Nothing fantastic. Just a buffet dinner at Hokkaido at Turf City followed by abit of supermarket shopping. No cake, although I suggested getting one. I guess when you pass the 21st, birthdays are just any other day. Or is it just a guy's thing?

Yummy sashimi

Chanchos @ The Tea Party

Yenfang, stop peeping!

Nonsense boys

Rekindle neo-print days

Saturday Night Chevy

The boy sure loves the sweater

Kim & Jim

Girls

The video will do the rest of the talking.

If you see a mad man in the video, that is not my boyfriend. Just a resemblence alright? Tsk!

♥ 10:26 PM

Saturday, September 08, 2007♥

Emo Post

I think when we start counting our blessings, we will know how much we actually have. And in actual fact, life is not dull and empty, because of all the wonderful people around me.

I feeling very satisfied at this moment, and very emo too. I think the hormones are at work again. But I would rather (x10million) my hormones making me emo than giving me pain.

Just had a duper fun session over tea, fried food and Taboo with Chanchos. And I swear I had so much fun. They left me in such a good mood that I offered to go home get car to send them back. Haha! This is the bunch of people whom are not the sweetish, emo, see each other hug and tell one another i miss you kind. But I have this strong feel that each and everyone of them are actually silently there for each other and will always be ever-ready to leap to our rescue whenever anyone needed it. Its like this support that you never really notice but its actually there all the time. And I guess I will never trust someone else that they will not backstab me as much as you all. These few days Timo has been telling me that we are a family. He is emo too! So I guess somehow, we are pretty much of a traditional chinese family where we do not show our love with hugs and kisses but with practical acts of gratitude. And I love them to the moon and back, then to Pluto again.

I swear this Taboo is leaving me damn high now. And yet again, I have more classic jokes from Taboo in my portfolio now.

Yenfang: (upon opening a card, excitedly bouncing on the sofa, pointing at
Steph) STEPH STEPH STEPH STEPH! What do you all call her?
Eunice: *mumble* bimbo.
Rest of us: *roaring with laughter*
Steph: ehhhhhhhhhhhh
Us: *still laughing* with Yenfang in the background trying to explain
herself.

Oh btw, it was the correct answer.

Someone: What is beneath your skin?
CS: membrane!

WTF, CS! How did membrane come about? I really couldn't stop laughing at that too.

And this reminds me of something from Asoc Camp.

Someone: Flu is a ?
Becks: EPIDEMIC!

Yes, I just said Taboo is leaving me damn high. And that brings me to the Asoc people who make me secretly smile at my damn happening Microsoft Outlook with all the spams and out of point replies. The bimboticness, grossness, sweetishness and the stuff. And now that the big clique doesn't really exist because the "gels" are away, I find myself spending more quality time with the closer ones and getting to know them better and being able to talk about more stuff with them. Being the listening ear to their problems eventhough I can't help much, other than giving logical advices and comments and my moral support. And I actually enjoy it becasue I know that they are the people who will be there for me too, right?

And then there is ShiYin. After weeks of "this day I can't how about that day?", I finally met her for dinner today. And we just can't stop talking and its amazing how easy it is for her to understand how I feel about people and things. Its like, I haven't even finish explaining, she will say "Yah, I know etc etc." Amazing shit. And I feel very happy for her that her work and relationship are going on well and nothing's much has change sinced the last time we talked. (:

And of course my superman, who never fail to make me feel worthy. Someone who bothers to send me to school at 7.30am when he is working at 4pm. When I feel that everything's not going my way, he assures and reassures me that he will always be with me no matter what. I know skeptical people will tell me that its always easy for men to say that. But at least, its not just the words that I hear but also the action and the heart that goes along. And I don't really care what you jealous people say actually. I am so happy for him that one of the wishes from me in his video has come true! And today being 8th September, Happy 20 months! And I can finally shout this in his ear: EVERYDAY IS A NEW RECORD FOR YOU!

All these somehow remind me of something I would like to quote from Ben - "Keep the closer ones closer."

I am just a normal human being, with my limitations. Even an octopus only has 8 tentacles and might not be enought to extend to everyone, as much as it wants to. The point here being I can't please the whole world, and I can't be bothered to please the whole world because I would rather save the energy for the closer ones, to keep them closer and to be there like how I want a friend to be.

And with that, I end my emo post. Good night and have a jolly weekend.

♥ 1:43 AM

Monday, September 03, 2007♥

Netball rocks socks.

I'm posting another Bintan picture cos I reckon that my blog is too dead and empty. How exciting blog entries do you expect from someone who is dead and empty?

I seriously have no idea what I am busy with. But I just feel kinda overwhelmed. For some reason. Don't ask me why, because I really don't know.

Watched the opening match of the 5 Nations Cup with Fang and Yingshi, and her CTSS netballers. Singapore won Canada 44-33. Yay. I know I used to dislike her (as an umpire), but I really have to say this: Premila is damn awesome! When will I ever play like her? In my next life? I would even doubt that. Everytime I see them jump for some balls, my butt gets lifted off the bench too. Haha. The Trinidad and Tobago GD (I can't find her name cos they all look the same in the pictures!) is even more amazing. Idol kind. That one probably in my next 10 lives. Trinidad and Tobago is damn awesome. I will watch the finals if Singapore plays them.

School wise. Tax planning is worrying me to the maxestest maxest max. Period.

Time to go figure out what to study for Tax Planning now. Till I blog again.

♥ 9:18 PM