Friday, February 02, 2007♥
Do good and good things will happen to you.
Thats what Mou always say. I think I haven't been doing good recently.
Brought a half charged laptop to school without bringing my adaptor. And in case you haven't know, my fully charged laptop batt can only last for about half an hour now. Do the maths yourself.
Then I bumped into someone whom I really really don't want to bump into. Walking out of BPP happily with my peppermint milk tea and saw a girl waving profusely at me 2-3metres away and as we walk closer, she called out to me. How to even siam her? So I had to smile at her and very naturally, I always ask where she was going. She answered, asked me back the same qn and I made an excuse to go. Throughout the whole conversation, she was giving me the wide grin she always have which made so many stupid men go gaga over her. Seriously huh, what do you do to someone who doesn't know that you dislike her.
Anyway, with regards to what happened yesterday. I'm letting the case close and really don't wanna talk about it already. I swear I am feeling ok now so I will appreciate it if you all don't ask me about it anymore. I don't need advices now cos I know what to do. And if I realy do need, I will ask ok? If you are really curious, go ask someone whom you think might know. Becasue I don't want to remind myself and make myself upset again. And everytime I talk about it, I get real agitated and vulgar. I'm sure you don't want that. Haha. So I need help in this ok? I feel bad for turning away concerns but hope you all understand. :)
We had abit of commucation and came to a common consensus about things. Its hard to reconcil now so we'll just let it be and heal our wounds. And I also made it very clear to her that I don't want this to affect our common friends so gatherings will still go on alright? It wouldn't be a "me or her" kinda thing. And I know its important for you all to be diplomatic so I wouldn't take a knife and ask u whose side you are on. Hee.
Appreciate all the concerns I have been showered with, all the lil orange flashes on my task bar upon seeing my MSN nick, the SMSes, calls and all. Love you all deep deep. <3
I need to tune my mind back to work. Week 6 is hell as you can see.
Adios!
