Tuesday, February 27, 2007♥
Out of randomness
I hate FIIM. I feel like a secondary school kid memorising history. Remember the good old, pretty yet fierce like dunno what Mrs Chan who always ask us to go watch turtles at the pond? I just thought of her cos I hate the fact that I am memorising stuff at this stage in life.
Enough said, I am done reading through everything. Whether I can recall them tmr morning is another different story. I just don't feel like going on now.
Anyway, remember her?
I remember blogging about her before. Daphne, better known as Ming Yi, my er jiu's bao bei daughter. aka the number 10 grand child of my maternal grandparents. Took this pictures when she was barely one month old. How time flies...
She was here on Thursday and being one of the youngest, she took most of my attention away. The youngest one with the little penis is too "precious" I don't dare to touch him. In case I try to carry him and he starts wailing, people might think I pinch him or what. Haha. So she is more tempting to me.
When she just came, she was crying and screaming and almost tore my house down. Wah lau, never belittle the vocals of such kids man. But after they managed to coerce her to sleep, she woke up being a happy little girl and I had so much fun with her. Her little mossie bit on the cheek looks like a pimple. Haha. So kewuteeeeee. And she is my lucky star because I carried her in me and won money from Chan Howe kor kor in blackjack. Heh heh. But it can be super tiring cos her attention span is so freaking short, shorter than any other kids I have encountered. Peggen jiejie had to come up with a variety of stuff to keep her entertained.
I don't know if this is normal. If there's a damn hot guy and a okayly cute baby in front of me, the baby will catch more of my attention. Some say its a sign of settling down. Then I would have this sign of settling down since like, 12? Cannot be right?
The picture below was taken on Thursday as well when Mummy asked me to accompany her to choose red wine from NTUC, and to buy rice.
We were heading to the rice section after choosing the wine and I thought she looked like she is going to "shio pah!". Now you know why sometimes I am so "cho lo" Cos like mother like daughter. It all make sense.
And before I hit slumberland, check out my awesome sunburn and tanline. I feel like a Joceline Yeo wanna-be.
I think I will start peeling tmr. Cos its starting to itch. I think tanlines are sexy, but NOT THIS KIND OF TANLINE!
I told you I will update my spree list soon. Haha!
Goodnight. FIIM still sucks.
Sunday, February 25, 2007♥
End of recess, End of fun
This should wrap up all the fun and holiday. Time to stop the holiday partying and hit the books and projects. This is the worse recess week in terms of making good use of it. I think its the CNY gatherings everyday in the week. Its making me very unfocused for school stuff. Bad, very bad.
Photos from the 2 days of Chinese New Year.
River Angbao is disappointing this year, other than the Candy Popiah.
Had some-what gathering almost everyday in a week until today. Tuesday at Dicky's place with the SMU people for some Holdem, Wednesday at Wen's place for the yearly affair with some S82 people, Thursday had mum's friends and relatives at my place. You know how pathetic my kitchen is. We had to transport things like spoon over from my Grandma's place. This is the first time my mum did this kind of invitation. She used to hate the aftermath of cleaning up etc. And for once, I felt my flat on the 22nd floor sinking. Friday Cehuang's place, Saturday steamboat dinner with the gang and finally some K-ing, and finally finally met my dar's boyboy. Today steamboat dinner at Zhongchou's place with Chanchos. The guys are all flying this week. ZC for his bagpacking in Aussie til 31 March, Timo and CS to Brunei til 20+ March for Honour and Glory (LOL!). Bon voyage and take real good care guys! We girls will miss your presence.
I've been real busy, for the good things and enjoyed the feeling of being busy over such events. If you realised, I managed to meet up with almost everybody and have everything spread out nicely in this week. Its definitely nicer than being busy over school work, project, quizzes, which I know is coming.
Managed to finally catch Protege which I would say is GOOD. Daniel Wu is damn hot. And so sad that Louis Koo is so image-less in the show.
Finally went to Ubin as well and got myself real burnt with ugly racer back tanlines. No spag top, tube top or halter neck for me for at least 2 weeks. This is for bringing sunblock and not using it. Damn smart.
Pictures from the Ubin trip:
Too lazy for captions.
Blogger is beginning to get on my nerves. Is it me or is it them? My post takes about a day after I publish to appear. Even the uploading of photos is tempremental (yah i know, just like me).
That should be it. Slapping myself back to work.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007♥
"Its time to start work"
On 初三morning (not very morning actually), I opened my Microsoft Outlook and found myself being flooded by mails from various project group mates and I seem to hear this unaudible voice saying "Its time to start work, girl." Oh well, I guess my self-extended holiday season is over. No doubt its recess week, the true definition of recess week is not what you think:
re·cess week /rɪˈsɛs, ˈrisɛs week/
1. a few days in a school term you stop having class and chiong your project before the even busier next half of a busy term starts.
Pegtionary.com Based on the SMU STUDENT DEFINITIONS.
How was CNY for everyone? Me and him did visiting as one entity this year. And I would say... it is recommended if you can plan your timing nicely and each don't have a lot of places to go. Both of us attained a record breaking amount of ang bao money this year. Hahaha. And his record breaking "biggest" ang bao ever received came from my Ah Ma. Ai wu ji wu.
Have been wanting to sing K or watch Protege for the past few days but failed to do both. Protege is always almost sold out with lao ya front seats during sensible timings and Chevrons didn't open for the the 2 days of CNY. Decided to spend abit more since got extra moolah from ang bao and go Kbox yesterday but I was hit by some weird tummy cramps the moment I left house.
The pain has been there since afternoon but I just ignored it. Then it got worse when we left house. In the end, came back home and popped 2 menstrual panadol and cried myself to sleep. Its one of those very painful until want to die menstrual cramp but the weird thing is I'm not having my period and wouldn't be having it soon too cos it just ended last week. If you ask me why, I have absolutely no idea. If you wanna ask if I ate something wrong, he ate everything I ate for the 2 days but he ain't cramping like a woman. If you ask me how the pain is like, it is EXACTLY like menstrual cramp and the pink panadol did work. For guys, sorry, its one kind of pain you wouldn't get to understand and I think you should thank god for that. Anyway, sorry Mou, Jia and Poo for the cancelled Kbox. I also very gian to sing lah. ARGH.
Recall the last time I had this pain until want to die cramp, Ah Ma and GongGong came to my place all the way from Newton. Haha. This time round, I lied on dear dear's lap and cried until there's a big patch of water like he pee on his pants. Hahaha. Bahhh. But other than these extreme cases, I don't really have cramps during those few days. Weird huh?
Its back to work for you working people tmr. Enjoy your last bit of holidayssss.
Saturday, February 17, 2007♥
Gong Xi Fa Cai
Wishing all of you a happy lunar new year.
Wish you all 快高长大 like my bean sprout (if you want to, I don't need already). The beans grow amazingly fast!
Thursday, February 15, 2007♥
A season of pound gaining
Happy Valentine's Day all!
My weekend technically started on Tuesday 8.15pm because I pon QM on Wed. Hehe. One of the "dont feel like waking up" days.
My steak turned out quite successful. Hehe. Presentation not bad hor? And it taste quite good too. He said its better than the one at Chigaco Steakhouse. Shy lah. The entire 4-course meal took us about 45 min to gobble up but the preparation and the clearing up took forever.
Went to BPP NTUC thrice and once to Rail Mall Cold Storage. First destination BPP NTUC to get those stuff they have, then drove down to Rail Mall for the stuff lao ya NTUC don't sell (e.g. steak and asparagus). Second trip to NTUC upon realising that I dont have steak knife at home. Lao ya NTUC doesn't sell them too. Wasted trip. In the end, called him up and asked him to bring from home. HAHA! Halfway through preparing the mash potato, realised the only block of butter left over from baking has expired. Don't want to take the risk so off I went to NTUC for the 3rd time. -_- And we mopped the kitchen and living room floor 3-4 times after the meal because we cant seem to get rid of the oil. Until this afternoon, my whole house still reek of butter smell from grilling the steak. And up till now, I still find my floor abit oily. If you know the layout of house, its damn easy for the smoke and all to travel to the living room. :( Lucky mummy never kb.
Argh, sorry ah Dear. I know its nice. But I think I wouldn't be cooking steak for the next 10 years. The mash potato can. Haha. And frankly speaking, I am damn proud of myself. I never thought I will be able whip up a 4-course western meal and do the steak, sauce, mash potato from scratch. An addition to chef Peg's speciality. Hehe.
Took the good old LRT to Lot 1 and caught Just Follow Law. Quite funny. Never heard Fann Wong scold "nah bei", see her walk with wide open legs, dig nose before? You get to do them there. I think Mediacorp should give Fann Wong such roles rather than the good old demure, rich girl kinda role 'cos those can't show off her ability to act. I think its good job by her. But my favourite character in the show is that Muthu. He is freaking funny ah!!! Its kind of an irony for a civil servant him to watch but I think they can relate better. So he will be telling me things like "this is so true" throughout the show. But being very typical Jack Neo movie, you need to understand abit of Hokkien and Singlish to get it. And maybe Tamil? I dunno man. That Muthu blabbers in Tamil in the show but we can only read subtitles. Hahaha.
Anyway, my silly boy gave me this. Funny right? So primary school but it really makes me laugh. Cos I told him not to buy flowers so he came up with this idea. He arranged the beans in a heart shape but when they started sprouting, the shape is kinda gone. Some of them grew by alot in one night but some can't seem to grow tall. Sigh, we did learn that they fight for sunlight, water and nutrients among themselves. I hope my sprouts can live longer. Anyone wants
tau gay?
My season of gaining pounds has started since our 4course dinner last night. Had so called reunion dinner with his immediate family today, reunion dinner at my mum's side (外婆's house) tmr, reunion dinner at Ah Ma's place on Sat. 3 reunion dinners in one row, not forgetting the fact that all the reunion dinner chefs can cook damn well. Hi, fats! Coupled with all the pineapple tarts, bak kua, love letters etc. Best. Chinese New Year is a season of feeding wallets and bank accounts as well as yourself.
Happy feeding yourselves, everyone!
Monday, February 12, 2007♥
Random rants.
I am just posting for the sake of posting to push the previous post down to avoid a whole galore of me and yenfang's pics. Haha.
Extended hell week will be over after FIIM presentation tmr which I am not confident of at all. The info I got sometimes contradict and I'm quite confused over the whole currency futures thingy. The first handout I sent to him was so wrong. I hope he sends out the new copy to the whole class soon.
After that, I will be in full mood for Chinese New Year already. Hehe. But actually I'm very much in the play mode already lah. The FIIM thing also anyhow already. Argh. Quite bad.
Omg, Mou saw someone wearing a Kranji netball training tee which is purple in colour. We last time where got so ho mia, training tee. That Mrs Cheong whole day tell us no budget, even jersey also budget FBT only. FBT shorts still need to buy ourself. Now they have PURPLE training tee. Last time everything also school colour. Since when school got purple colour one? 同人不同命!
I used my TW bag spree backpack for the first time today and the inner lining giving way soon already. :( Damn sad.
Settled on homecooked dinner and the rough menu for Wed. Actually its not hard to settle the menu since this chef Peg's speciality abit the limited. Haha. Oh well... should be edible lah. Anyway he took leave on Thurs and Fri, so it wouldn't affect our national air space security. So you all fang xin k?
Sunday, February 11, 2007♥
Yenfang's 21st Party
Happy Birthday to our dearest Yenfang once again. Her party at Aranda last evening was a blast I think. :)
Me and the babe-licious birthday girl.
Group shots before cutting cake. I think she needs to give me the "appearing in the most number of pictures" award. LOL.
Chanchos and our present for her. The Guess box is so pretty I that I wanna kop it for myself. Haha. Yah, I know, the pic of me and the present looks like its my present.
You see the pic of 4 of us on Wen's bday, Penny's bday and Fang's bday. Wen, my bday have anot? You better come back, I tell you!
Fang's jiejie, Fang's cute and funny meimei, my neighbour whom I hardly see and the boy who just turned 22. Ehh, I never spell the meimei's name wrongly, her name is with an "A" while the elder sisters are with "E"
Hehe, I like the cosy little studio corner Fang and her helpers did up. And I like this pic of deardear and me in the cosy corner.
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My room is so neat and clean now, I wonder how long it will last. Hehe. Chinese new year is in one week's time. Dong dong dong qiang!
Friday, February 09, 2007♥
I *heart* tax
Breathing on s14 and s15 of income tax act. Less the non 10(1)(a) income, add back depreciation, donation, S plate car expenses blah blah blah. Hope for the best lah. :)
I used to be such a sucker for MSN. Now that it is eccentric, I haven't been signing in (in fact I have been signing out due to my auto sign in). Then I realised that it may be a good thing not to have your MSN especially during this few days of mugging. Its damn duh, who doesn't know. I used to think I knew. Haha. Until I realised how much better I can concentrate without it. Maybe its a blessing in disguise?
Happy 22nd Huijie. Had the thought to call him but that old man asked me how come I wished him such a sad birthday cos I was sounding so sian. Like, how not to be sian if its Friday and you still have 2 more tests to go?
Thursday, February 08, 2007♥
Happy 13th month.
Argh. Take back my smooches from the CIT uncle lah. Its still not fixed yet. The symptoms still come back whenever it wants to. Damn it. But he used Spybot to clear out the spyware already. I don't know what to do now lah. Pissed.
Yesterday I was saying I almost forgot about HJ's bday. But the best is that I totally forgot today is the 8th. Only realised when he called me this morning and wished me happy anniversay. Haiz, felt super bad lah. :( Thank goodness for his off day we got to meet up for awhile. Although it was just an agenda based shopping trip. But still, at least something.
At least I have gotten FT stuff, Deloitte intership application and present stuff out of my head. But I have barely started on my tax. I'm damn screwed lah. Someone kill me please.
Bahhhh. Happy 13th months dear. At least I still have you. (: On a brighter note, he has been on shift for 2 consecutive weds but it will be back to his no-shift days from next week onwards, at least till end of Feb. Cos next wed is V-day, how sucky if he is on shift. Before I totally forget about it again, I better start thinking of what we gonna do (after my dumb tax and QM). Homecooked dinner seems like a fun idea. Has been a real long time since I cooked for him. :D Its just gonna be a real simple thing since I forbade him to buy flowers. Wah lau, flowers how ex on Vday lah. And I still have 3 bouquets of dried flowers at home, yet to be thrown away. He is damn happy that he has such a practical girlfriend. Hehe.
I shall start my tax at 9pm. Support Becky on 亲本家人 first. Tsk tsk.
Wednesday, February 07, 2007♥
Abit of everything
Taking a break before I fall asleep on my QM. I have no idea why I feel tired and sleep 24/7 this whole week. The week is barely over with my weekend quizzes. :(
I still can't get the MSN thing fixed. Sigh. Hate to go through the trouble of reformatting lah. But then if bo bian then is really bo bian lah. Serve me right for being stupid. And may the people who do all these go to hell soon lah.
Went to snip my hair today at AngelSky8. Thanks, Jia, for the vouchers. Cos I think now everywhere up their prices for CNY already. I get to do a decent trim for 20bucks. [Jia, the 19 still must plus GST one. heh] Was staring into space when the husky voice lady snipped off my dry ends and I started missing the people at Silkcut. Its a very different kind of feeling cutting hair there cos the people there are like so "friend" with you already. And they are always all smiles so it will somehow brighten up your day. But good thing is AngelSky8 is not forceful, wouldn't ask you do treatment, colour blah blah whereas Silkcut will. And I kinda missed the days when I was more adventurous with my hair. In the past, I always can't wait to look in the mirror after I walk out from Silkcut. When I reach Tiong Bahru station, will definitely visit the toilet once to see my hair before I board the train. Haha. Abit vain, I know. But nowadays when I cut my hair, its still about the same so there's no point looking over and over again. So sian. I became boring. Thought of going for the Felicia Chin kinda bob but dear say it will make my face look even chubbier. Oh well. Haha. Maybe I should re-re-re-re-re-consider (for the ten millionth time) to go perm my hair. At least something for a change right? Haiyo... Go for botak lah.
Anyway, check out my awesome 爱心牌 man. It fits me perfectly. But actually Ah Ma meant it to be more loose fitting. Haha. Omg, I am not that skinny lah, Ah Ma. But still, how can I not love it? Every thread is put together painstakingly by her. <3
Sigh.. I'm so busy and tired this week I almost forgotten about HJ's bday this coming Friday. There seems to be so many many things on my mind I can't keep track. I don't know whats wrong with me leh. Something is not right, I don't feel like myself.
Anyway, I think the second batch of JC people have ORD-ed already right? Or within these few days I think. Congrats on the new lease of life and your pink IC. Hehe. Enjoy your break before you start your *argh* uni *argh* life.
Monday, February 05, 2007♥
Penny's Bday Party [29 Jan]
Has been some time since I posted non-word stuff here. Here you go. Pics from Penny's Party last weekend.
Anyway the joke about her present with me and HJ was when I tried on the pullover we wanted to buy (which we did in the end). When I took the pullover off, I got kinda stuck and messed up my whole hair in the process.
So I told HJ, "hmm... if i have difficulty with this, Penny should have some difficulty." Then I started laughing. He looked at me for a while and started laughing too. Both of us were laughing our heads off in the middle of the boutique. Then he suggested to tell Penny to only wear and take off in the toilet before or after going for lecture and not during lecture. Haha.
Then I said, "shh. don't tell Penny I said that." And he replied "you really think I wouldn't?" He is just trying to protect his own clan. Haha. Ok lah, I told Penny about it already and girl, its meant to be a joke only hor. Pls don't be offended ok? I still love you. Hehe.
Sunday, February 04, 2007♥
A Close Shave
I told you I have been unlucky. :(
Got into a mini accident today. On the windy linkage between PIE and BKE. A yellow Malayian Cooper kissed my ass. The Hyundai in front of me brake, suddenly. And so did I. And before I know it, I heard a bang. Quite loud, had a bad scare and I was alone. Pressed the hazard light and stopped at the road shoulder and got off. My only concern was my bumper but the guy was pretty nice. The first thing he did was to ask if I was injured. I said no and continued checking my bumper. I was expecting to see big dents or something but amazingly, there wasn't any thing I could see. Just some minute 1mm dots on my bodykit. Then I turned around and saw that his car plate was cracked (thats when I realised he is not local). Then he just said "ok lor, mei shi jiu hao lor".
A blessing in disguise. I told dear and Mum about it. Dear actually could guess what happened. He asked if I braked too hard and I sheepishly admitted. He has told me about my hard braking a few times already. So he just asked me to take it as a lesson learnt. What a nerve-wrecking lesson. I am still quite traumatised. I think I need some jing feng san. But as expected, Mummy's response was disappointing lah, just practically asking about details and saying things like "how can there be no damage blah blah blah." Not like I'm not feeling bad enough.
Lucky there was the ASEAN Cup finals and Project Superstar to distract me from it. He came over and watched with me and Mummy says that we cheer like we bet our entire fortune on it. Haha. I told her I betted my national pride. Aiyah, I watch soccer is like that one lah. I get hyped up easily. We were seriously so happy when Kaihrul Amri scored that awesome goal lah. He stood up from the sofa with arms in the air and I hit him with the cushion like 100times. hahaha. Damn happy. Cos from the way they play today, it looks like Thailand can get a 2 goal win. But phew.
Then immediately after that heard Cao Ge sang 3-7-21 live on Project Superstar. I was showering but could hear from the bathroom. If it really is live, then I can only say "Wah!". Impressive.
But still moody.
That guy never bug me if I am doing work or not, sleeping early or not. Because Man U is playing Tottenham now. Hmmf. Low class.
Video recording and corp quiz tmr. Totally no mood to prepare for video recording. 20% for that 5 minutes.
Hope the new week brings a new start, and a good one. A better week ahead! How bad can it get? I couldn't have done that much bad stuff.
Friday, February 02, 2007♥
Do good and good things will happen to you.
Thats what Mou always say. I think I haven't been doing good recently.
Brought a half charged laptop to school without bringing my adaptor. And in case you haven't know, my fully charged laptop batt can only last for about half an hour now. Do the maths yourself.
Then I bumped into someone whom I really really don't want to bump into. Walking out of BPP happily with my peppermint milk tea and saw a girl waving profusely at me 2-3metres away and as we walk closer, she called out to me. How to even siam her? So I had to smile at her and very naturally, I always ask where she was going. She answered, asked me back the same qn and I made an excuse to go. Throughout the whole conversation, she was giving me the wide grin she always have which made so many stupid men go gaga over her. Seriously huh, what do you do to someone who doesn't know that you dislike her.
Anyway, with regards to what happened yesterday. I'm letting the case close and really don't wanna talk about it already. I swear I am feeling ok now so I will appreciate it if you all don't ask me about it anymore. I don't need advices now cos I know what to do. And if I realy do need, I will ask ok? If you are really curious, go ask someone whom you think might know. Becasue I don't want to remind myself and make myself upset again. And everytime I talk about it, I get real agitated and vulgar. I'm sure you don't want that. Haha. So I need help in this ok? I feel bad for turning away concerns but hope you all understand. :)
We had abit of commucation and came to a common consensus about things. Its hard to reconcil now so we'll just let it be and heal our wounds. And I also made it very clear to her that I don't want this to affect our common friends so gatherings will still go on alright? It wouldn't be a "me or her" kinda thing. And I know its important for you all to be diplomatic so I wouldn't take a knife and ask u whose side you are on. Hee.
Appreciate all the concerns I have been showered with, all the lil orange flashes on my task bar upon seeing my MSN nick, the SMSes, calls and all. Love you all deep deep. <3
I need to tune my mind back to work. Week 6 is hell as you can see.
Adios!
Thursday, February 01, 2007♥
Thoughts.
I don't exactly know how to handle this emotion. The closest I last had this feeling was a breakup. But since everytime after a breakup, people will tell me its his lost and I will find better, I think probably the same thing applies here. But then again, it doesn't exactly feels like a breakup, I don't know.
The more I think about it, the more I feel more maligned and insulted. Because if you really want to tell me things straight in the face, you do it straight in the face literally and talk it out. Blogging for the whole world is definitely not the way to do it. But then again, I am not really bothered by the fact that all your friends will see it and go "What a bitch" at the person you are refering to because a mature person will know that it is a one-sided viewpoint. If your friends are not mature enough to know that, then all the more I am not bothered by them.
My initial instinct was actually to copy and paste her entire post and add in my views on each and everything she said and post it here. I need to defend myself. But after claming myself down, I realised that it would just be a useless firing on the internet and its plain childish and super lack of EQ. But I can't contain what I wanted to say either so I sent her a mail and an SMS to inform her about the mail after that. Whether its right or wrong, I don't know. I wasn't in the right state to think properly anyway.
Whatever it is, the damage is done. Its done and its done. We have hurt each other so badly that I think its gonna be so hard. Nothing can undo it. Hiding or deleting the post wouldn't help. And I also realised that when someone is in a fit of anger with someone else, all that comes to his/her mind will only be the times that person hurt him/her. None of the good things that the person has done for the previous 13 years (or even the previous 5 yrs when they were closer) will come to mind.
Probably this sounds very drama mama. But being the so enthu me, I was transferring all my stuff from my old wallet to my new wallet in the car on the way home. And I came across some neoprints which triggered some thoughts again. I know, it always happen on TV.
Having said that, I got my Vday gift - a Guess wallet. Hehe. And that act young punk chose his cap from Billabong. It could have been a perfect day. Thanks dear. You know me the best and know how to distract me. Its gonna take me awhile. But like every other setback I had, this will make me stronger.
And to our common friends, I really didn't expect this. It seems that I am always involved in this kinda shit. Maybe its just me. Dui bu qi.
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Extremely, super and very are just understatements so I might as well leave them out and just say upset, hurt, disappointed and pissed.
Why of all classes FT where I don't have closer friends around me and have make up on?
"u lead your life, I lead mine". Peircing words, but fine!
My steak turned out quite successful. Hehe. Presentation not bad hor? And it taste quite good too. He said its better than the one at Chigaco Steakhouse. Shy lah. The entire 4-course meal took us about 45 min to gobble up but the preparation and the clearing up took forever. 
Anyway, my silly boy gave me this. Funny right? So primary school but it really makes me laugh. Cos I told him not to buy flowers so he came up with this idea. He arranged the beans in a heart shape but when they started sprouting, the shape is kinda gone. Some of them grew by alot in one night but some can't seem to grow tall. Sigh, we did learn that they fight for sunlight, water and nutrients among themselves. I hope my sprouts can live longer. Anyone wants tau gay?
Me and the babe-licious birthday girl.
Group shots before cutting cake. I think she needs to give me the "appearing in the most number of pictures" award. LOL.
Chanchos and our present for her. The Guess box is so pretty I that I wanna kop it for myself. Haha. Yah, I know, the pic of me and the present looks like its my present.
You see the pic of 4 of us on Wen's bday, Penny's bday and Fang's bday. Wen, my bday have anot? You better come back, I tell you!
