Sunday, December 24, 2006♥
Efficient is my middle name
I'm how tired, I didn't stay up just to do all these. But my hair take a little shorter than forever to dry now. Hehe, cos its so long already!!
'nyway, had a nice dinner and long KTV session with the gang. And gift exchange :) I've lost count of the number of xmas we have celebrated together. Remember once we exchanged gifts at this lil spot outside Wisma, once at Istana park (or is it the same year?), once over steamboat at Yu's place, last year at "Newton Chalet" over Chivas. And I can't think of more now lah. How we used to love go town and squeeze with crowds for count down or that sort. Alamak, now the thought of town on xmas/new year's eve is enough to make me faint.
Its nice to keep this tradition going. Nicer to see people's smiles. Of course exchanged by effort. It may sound corny, but sincerely, thanks for making it a success, guys!
I kinda disrupted certain peace for this xmas. Maybe I was insensitive and too blunt. But at least you know that's how I really feel about you. I could have just bitched about it behind your back and leave you as who you are and continue bearing that grudge. I hope you understand why, so many times, in my attempt to get my message across, I hurted you. We have grown so far apart all these years that I don't really know whats the best way to communicate now. Its like, the frequency is so different. I'm sorry, and I will make it a point to not let this be an excuse for me to be insensitive and blunt.
I don't know if I made sense. I'm super tired now.
I think I have my first New Year resolution: Stop disrupting peace and for bloody goodness sake, watch what I say man. I don't want to settle one and start another one. Its not fun at all.
Good night
