Watched this Jackie Chan's production yesterday. Not bad la. Fighting scenes quite nice as usual. Though I thought the combi was abit weird.

But I think the biggest draw was this fellow. I swear I would bring him home if I could.

Damn cute!

Waiting to spring into action.

Boo! Surprise!

Sacha ~ Fiona ~ Tim
JJ ~ BECKS ~ Ben
Groupies
[sorry la, Gavin! Later we take.]

haha. Ruffles damn horny.

 







Shift don't sound fun to me. Feeling kinda quiet. Phone has been quiet the whole night. :( No one to nag at me or check on me. But on the plus side, off day tmr.

Was watching channel 8 and at about 9.25pm, I heard some girls scream from my block or nearby. Kinda scared me. Expected that the new Singapore Idol is out so I switched to channel 5. Yeah, I was right. Then, I realised that I didn't catch a single episode of Singapore Idols this season. I was a fan last season. What happened to me? Too old, too busy? Can't be bothered?

Anyway, the weekend that just passed was a weekend of celebrations. Fri night celebrated Rong's bday. I hope she enjoyed our session (I know you enjoyed your bday as a whole but hope you enjoyed OURS k. :)) Was the Ahmad of the night. Yet nobody SMSed or call me to check or asked to call or SMS them if I was home safely. Even up til now, I still make sure Chan SMS me when he's home after sending me back. NVM, maybe just different standards of practice. At least I heard 4 thanks in total. DON'T EXPECT SO MUCH.

Sat celebrated Timo's bday. Think he enjoyed himself too. He so touched until he's gonna cry already. HAHA. Lots of cam whoring as seen below. Went to Jerry's BBQ and Grill at Club Street. Quite ulu but very quiet and peaceful. Food ok but a tad too ex I think. Cos not say fantastic.

I don't like to compare but over here I really can see and feel effort.

Sunday kinda celebrated a weird yet sweet occasion with him. Haha. Our one year after saying the first "hi" on MSN. Had dinner at Lemongrass (yum!) cos wanna use the UOB 30% which expires by end of the month. Looooove the Tom Yum Soup and the mango salad man! Damn nice! Gonna ask Ah Ma to make Mango Salad for me soon!

Digression: I think Tom Yum soup is addictive. Craved for it last week so went to Thai Express with HJ and Ivan. Then tuesday had Tom Yum ban mian for dinner at BP plaza. Had the lemongrass yesterday then today I was craving for it again. Had dinner with Yin at Lot 1. Had the Kimchi Chige instead. Quite a good substitute. And believe it or not, my mouth is watering at the thought of it now!

Then headed to Waterfront. Wanted to go to "the bridge" we have been wanting to go for a long time. As usual, tried playing around with the camera settings to take pictures of nice background etc.

Indoor stadium looked like there were alot of ppl. There were still ppl queueing to go in when we arrived. Kept wondering whose concert. Then he mentioned ppl like Fei YuQing etc, when obviously the crowd was quite young. Listen too much Jay Chou already. Haha. Then we saw the Singapore Idols poster. Damn suaku. We have been living in out own mountain all the while.

Chilled out at Cosy Bay. Sat on the tower. Didn't go all the way up cos abit lazy to climb. Haha. But very nice view. lo-mantic kind. Except that once in a while can hear girls screaming from Indoor Stadium and the songs the place play also abit weird. Very friendly staff. Think I replied almost ten thousand (!) "hello" and "good evening" by the time I reached the tower. Should try dinner there next time. Price looks quite reasonable.

Yah, if you can tell, there wasn't much time to do work over the weekends. Sigh... Finance Quiz (5%) this wed and midterm(25%) next week. Audit midterm (15%) next week also. Don't even have space to put company law into consideration yet. Double sigh, triple sigh, quadruple sigh...

Then you will wonder why am I wasting time here. Cos the time is neither here nor there to do anything now. I'm waiting for a call to be activated. Haha. Our dear ManShi (if you watch the show) turning 20 at 12. Hopping over for a surprise!







 








Sums up to a lovely evening.


Would be so much better if I didn't have those work undone nagging at the back of my head. 







Has it ever occured to you that, in mathematical terms, expectation and disappointment are actually directly proportionate?

If you haven't realised, start thinking about it now.

I think I should learn to not expect too much from you all, then I will feel better and enjoy your company more, after learning not to keep throwing my temper at you all.

I think on an individual level, I'm ok with you all. Talking, suaning, playing etc. But I always get damn pissed off when its a group thingy. Its what I've been trying to understand why all these while.

It just suddenly struck me while waiting for that blardy long train, which travelled so slow that I think I can run faster, to cross that if I don't expect so much and remove some level of perfectionism, then I think I wouldn't get pissed off and disappointed so easily.

You think it works?

The gays | The bday boy receiving kisses from all of us

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Meet up with HJ and Ivan...

HuiJie's head damn BIG!

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My Lovely Surprise...

So cute. Had a BIG (literally) surprise waiting for me when I reached home. He was sitting on my sofa, watching my TV! :))

Note: feeling a lil sad now though...







Just some very random pictures.









You know you are becoming a muggertoad when you:

• are in the school library doing readings on a Friday afternoon, after class
• dream of work in your sleep
• you have meetings on Sunday

Its the end of week 4. About one-third of the semster is gone.

Amidst the projects, presentations, quizzes, I am trying very hard not the neglect other finer things in life.

Met up with Rong on Wed after a super long day with a quiz I studied damn hard for. Lugging my textbook and laptop and a tired soul. It was draining etc but I'm glad I agreed to meet her. This friend has stood by for years and never attempted to hurt me before. I was somehow reminded about how unhappy I made her during her last birthday. Taking the initiative to do something for her coming birthday is a must.

Trying to squeeze time out to meet up with HJ. Our schedules are total clash. But we both wanna try to make time to catch up. So I really hope nothing crops up on Monday.

Have been trying to meet up with chanchos as well. But I really feel very lethargic and helpless sometimes. All I look forward now is quality spent during Timo's bday.

School wise, other than work, I appreciate the people around me who:

• Sends rubbish, nonsensical spam emails, which adds alot of laughter
• Stress me out by blaberring sections of the company's act
• Sends me secret "wu ling mi ji"
  
• Improvise our lingo with the "ish" and "s"
  
• Bitch with me about other people
• Are concern about me and even my relationship
  
• and the list just goes on...

School can't be any better without you all.

Took up the courage to take part in Virtuoso'06. Auditions this wed. Wish me luck k?

Sacrifice is a must, in every aspect. Especially time with the people you love and doing things you enjoy, like sleeping and shopping. But I try very hard to make an effort in things. Effort. Effort in spending time with people around me, especially with him. I hope I can handle everything well.

Nothing is perfectly well and fine. At the back of my mind, there's this nagging reminder that tells me I need to find time for someone who never ever stops loving me since the day she knew me. I have to find time for Ah Ma.

It can never be perfect. Thats why we need understanding from people involved. I know Ah Ma understands, I know he will too. And I hope all of you will. Because I really try. And I can only try my best.

Love you all deep deep.







I read Mr Brown occasionally. I especially like to read posts about his family, children etc. If you all do as well, you might probably know that his eldest daughter is autistic. I never really quite know what Autism is all about, but I get to understand abit through him.

Today he posted a letter his wife wrote to a dispaired mother of an autistic son under the request of the mother's friend who sent an email to Mr Brown. Apparantly the letter almost made me tear. I find it very insightful and touching. I guess we will never understand their struggles and all.

She said the most important lesson she learnt is ACCEPTANCE and that "we should see beauty in all things, perfect or imperfect..."

I really look up to her. The nobleness of a mother.

Go, go, go! Ginny and Mr Brown.

PS: The similarities in context between the previous post and this is purely coincidental.







OMG, in a short spasm of 2 days, I actually found out about 2 pregnancies.

Yesterday was blog hopping and found out that Janna is pregnant.

Just now chatted with PeiYin abit and realised that she is pregnant too. [recall: my post on my primary school friend who got married already] She even thought of what to name her daughter already.

AHHHHHHHHHH. Janna is 21. Peiyin is 20. AHHHHH!

I suddenly feel like throwing away my FRS, SSA, Company Law, Finance, what-have-yous to go have babies too. HAHAHA!

Mou just made me LOL in front of my screen, spilling abit of saliva on my keyboard.

Mou says:
wow
Mou says:
hm.....
Mou says:
i wish to get pregnant too
[pEg] says:
hahahh
Mou says:
everyone is getting pregnant
[pEg] says:
have u ever wondered how YOU will look like pregnant?
Mou says:
hm....
Mou says:
i am already 1 month pregnant
[pEg] says:
hahahahaa
Mou says:
no no no
Mou says:
1 month still nothing
Mou says:
should be 2 -3

I couldn't take it anymore.







Realised there has been too much words and rantings here. Just uploaded photos from my phone. Decided to post some random photos.

Mummy! When we dined at Jurong Hilltop Restaurant (the little hilly at bird park there) 2 weekends ago before me meeting the gang at Chevrons for gang pre-enlistment get together. Just thought that this pic look quite cool. Hee.
[shit la! mummy this angle looks abit like Kathy. now we know why]

Coincidentally, this pic was taken after the session on the same day. Was fooling around with Zhen's N80 at the Bukit Timah Prata shop while she was busy taking food from 3 plates. Haha!
Disclaimer: I DID NOT ADD THE RED THINGS TO HIS CHEEKS. Mou did it. I think cos he looks pale. But quite funny, looks like some Jap cartoon character.

Bored people with a candy that neeeeveeeeeeeer seem to finish. Thought the lolli was quite cute, so bought it for him on the way to cartel. (after the previous post) hehe.


Thats about all. Forced myself to wake up earlier this morning to rectify my crazy sleeping pattern due to my alternate 3-day week. So that I will be able to sleep tonight and not feel sleepy tomorrow. I hope it works lah. 







This weekend flew past like nobody's business. Wasn't horrendous, but wasn't oh-too-great either.

Met Dar yin on Friday evening. :)) Went to shop for her cap thn dinner at NYDC. Chatted too much that we forgot about time. Cos both of us wanted to catch the finale of the 9pm show. Hee. It was simple, nothing damn fun nor damn exciting. But I love it.

Friday night was f-ed up. I dunno what got into me. But I was just feeling very very upset. People always think that its good to be understanding blah blah. But I'd rather not actually. Cos if you don't understand, you can just throw temptrum and scream and shout, which will usually make you feel better after that. But when you know you have to understand and wants to be understanding, its totally different. I totally spoilt our 8th, but I didn't want it to be like that either. Whose fault? Friggin IMF! You don't know how worried I was when his mum called me. Totally not in the mood for my finale of the 9pm show. Then I just got very sian diao. Aiyah, think I'm abit crazy also. Cried like somebody died.

Sorry to unreplied sms. Chay, when I saw your sms, I realised that it was all too late cos you should be at Tekong already! Hehe. Paiseh. Hope you managed to get Hazel's no. from other ppl. But then again, you were the one who gave me her no. leh.

Sat was ok. It didn't start off too well. Cos I think both of us were still feeling slightly affected by the previous night. Could feel it lah. Thankful that things resumed after awhile. Went town, attempted to get Timo's pres but couldn't decide. Didn't dare to decide for the girls actually. Then got myself a cheap dress/top from the flea market. Hehe. Supposed to be a dress but that short dress is way way too short for me. So I made it a top. :) Then dinner at Sakura buffet followed by KTV at Chevrons with his family. I'm getting abit disgusted by not fresh sashimi and oyster from places where I assmue try very hard to cut cost. It actually kills my liking for them. Sad.

Tried to read up abit just now and study for finance quiz. Then I realised that I left my Company Law book in the locker again! I think having a locker is sucha bad idea for me. :(((((

Shit, I'm so itching to go beach with him. Was blog hopping just now and saw Jac's and Wilson's Bintan post. Both Xue'e and Xia went Sentosa with Delon and Jian respectively. All so sweet. HAHA! can recongnise Jian's slippers!

Dinnering at Cartel soon. Hope to wrap up this weekend nicely. :)







Yey yey! Received my OCBC-SMU card already. Damn pretty! Got cheque book also. Haha! I can issue you cheque! Damn excited. But now the account is zero balance la. haha. If you want a cheque which bounce then ok lor.

They sent me the cheque book, card and PIN separately, and another letter to thank me for applying and blah blah and that I will recive my PIN and card soon. A total of 4 letters from them. Abit scary to see 5 "private and confidential" letters at one go. (the other one was my UOB statement). Cos you don't really know what they are. Brr.

Dunno why I have so many accounts, also don't have so much money. Think I gotta go close my stagnant POSB one soon. Don't even see any reason why I need this OCBC one. Just because the debit card pretty, got SMU on it, no need money to start the account, no annual charges for 5 years. And got chance to win the iPod nano. Haha. Not that I won, not as lucky as Gabe. So actually just apply for fun and put a nice card in my wallet I also happy. But now I realised my wallet no space for the card.

Ok, enough of lame stuff. Today is so unproductive. Notice I always have an entry on a thurday? Think next week onwards have to go to school on thurdays already. Scheduling a project meeting on thurdays would be good. So that I wouldn't waste my time at home.

Unknowingly, tmr is the 8th 8th-of-the-month. Haha. Time flies. This weekend is probably the last long weekend of the month. Cos he's gonna start shift-ing next week onwards. So he will be working on one of the weekend next 3 weeks, either sat or sun, either day or shift. And dunno got what exercise or what shit this month la. Maybe IMF also.

So with changes in his work timing, I have to make changes to my schedule as well. Like try to make certain days free instead of trying to keep all weekends free. (Free as in free from proj meetings and school stuff) And also means that I have more weekends to meet the working and schooling people on weekends also. Also means that we can go out on weekdays instead of squeezing with weekend crowd. Watch movie cheaper also! HAHA. Pros and cons la. Just need time to adapt.

Everyone is so busy. Either with work or school. Sent an email to Chanchoz regarding meeting up but so far cant seem to find a common day. And dar, when will we ever get to meet without something cropping up? My 9pm show will end this week, so next week we can go have cakes at cartel k? Then rong, our schedule always seem to clash one leh. Buay tahan. Stupid Hj also seem to MIA from me. SIckkkkkkkkkk.

Gonna get some mum mum now then prepare to go for tuition. Can't wait for PSLE to be over. SSA (s'pore standards on auditing), argh, shall wait till tonight then.















Peggy is a happy little girl. Because she just had dinner with dear dear, di di, daddy, mummy, ah ma and gong gong at Gyu Kaku. :)))

You all will not understand one. But poor dear dear rush here and there, having work unfinished. *sayang* k?

Peggy is so happy that she forgot she left her Company Law book in the locker. She hasn't finished her readings on shares for tmr. Could have gone over to take one leh. So near only, pass by somemore.

But she is not angry, not pek chek. Because she is a happy little girl.







Like I always said, I'll be ok after a while.

Just wanted to trash it out to someone. When Rong went "hmm..", I told her that she didn't need to say anything cos I just wanna let it out. Cos I'm used to her not saying anything and just hearing me out. She has always been providing me with her comfort like that. And I really do appreciate it. But today, she came up with something which I'm not used to from her. She told me this:

some times we cant really control wat other ppl do to us.. but we can control our responses to them.. its Hard.. but i guess gotta learn to not let watever he does affects u anymore.. really dun wish to c u always getting hurt becoz of him.. its not worth. u deserve to be Happy n not be always burdened by him..

I think I haven't been trashing out to you for too long already, girl. :( Thanks my dear. It may just be typing simple sentences but it really sent warmth to my heart. :)

Then while trying to catch glimpse of Becky on Presiden't Star Charity, the finale item sent me another message:

To an enemy, forgiveness. To an opponent, tolerance.

I missed out the remaining which said "to a friend, -something- and to charity, -something-". Guess I only need to remember the message which was for me.

I guess if this goes on, I will just get used to it and stand stronger, like always from that person. So its ok.

Anyway, that "Love will keep us Alive" by Stefanie Sun was very nice.







Haven't I tried my very best? And is this what I deserve? Will somebody just tell me what to do. Just tell me what to do.

I knew I wouldn't be able to take it but I went ahead with it, for the sake of all of you. But do anyone of you know it feels? No, you all don't. All of you do not understand how this feels.

You don't.

























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