Monday, June 26, 2006♥
THIS touched me.
My initially blog topic wasn't this. Until I went to
our blog and saw things. My current mood is very confusing now. I'm feeling happy cos someone finally stepped in. I'm sad by the things that I have to admit are going on. I'm feeling guilty about some of the things mentioned. I'm angry cos I can feel their anger. I'm having lunch at the same time. But I'm losing my appetite now.
ShiYin knows me damn well. She knows that her doings will at least move one person - yours truly. Even if she failed with everyone else, she succeeded in me. Yah, she did.
I'm not that thick-headed. Things do get in. It depends on whether I choose to process them. I'm not trying to pour cold water here, but I really wonder if the others will reciprocate like I do.
I have tried very hard. Really very hard before I gave up. It wasn't my intention to have things become like that. It really wasn't.
I think I better stop. Thats about all I have to say here. There is a reason why this post is here and not there.