Friday, June 09, 2006♥
Shh Shh Pain Pain
Who wouldn't freak out when you see blood in your urine?
My mum can't stop suaning me about how I called her, sobbing, telling her I see blood in my urine. Before we even saw the doctor, she already given the same diagnosis the doctor gave me. So I paid $52 to listen to the doctor tell me almost the same thing my mum said and give me some medicine. 52 bucks, damn it. It was not even midnight yet!
Anyway, my condition is known as urinary infection or something. Its an infection in the urethra (bio!). According to folks, its caused by heatiness and not drinking enough water (like most illness are caused by that hor?) The funny thing was that one of the med the doctor prescribed was a yellow liquid. Haha. Maybe colour does help them prescribe medicine to condition.
What I experienced was that I kept feeling that I was on high tide. The feeling of holding your bladder for damn long, but nothing much comes out cos the bladder is kinda empty with the constant releasing already. And there's a slight pain when I pass urine. I curse in my heart everytime I pee. And of course, there's blood. Its crazy when you wanna sleep. Cos you keep feeling like you need to go toilet. I went 3-4 times in the first half an hour before I fell asleep. I almost brought my pillow in and make the toilet bowl my bed for the night.
I cancelled my last night schedule cos it was the 8th. Wanna at least have a chat on the phone eventhough we can't meet. But I was on the toilet bowl half the time (cos I gave up having to run to and fro the toilet) and the conversation ended in me crying and calling my mum and going to the clinic and stuff while all he can do is to be stuck in school worrying.
Oh well, what a memorable 5th month, dearie.
Anyway, I'm better now. No more red urine. Still slight pain. I just don't like it when every single one tells me the same thing: drink more water. I know, I am drinking alot already. And I suffer alot also. Cos its still painful.
