Thursday, June 29, 2006♥
David
GanChan
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Bored People
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There you go, Piggies.
Wednesday, June 28, 2006♥
This creature bites. Enter at your own risk.
I'm feeling tired, sleepy, lethargic, moody and what-have-you. I am in the best state for you to come messing around with me. If you do, someone will some along patting your back and say "well done, dude!"
Silly Ze Roberto scored that goal the moment I sat down to watch at 80 plus minutes!! Kns. Can't they just kept it at 2 goals? Even sillier Spain lost to silly France. Roar!
Anyway, will be at Amsen for the next 2 days. Gong Gong finally decided to take a breather with Ah Ma. So here comes his granddaughter. Came for a "briefing" before they went airport awhile ago. Gong Gong's briefing took less than 10 minutes, telling me the imporant stuff. What to do, where the stuff are. Ah Ma's briefing took forever, telling me the more important stuff like feeding her fishes, watering her plant with her special water, where the food are kept, how much chocolates, fruits she has in the fridge, how to operate the massage bath, where she put my towel, that I can sleep there if I want to etc etc etc. Oh well?
Monday, June 26, 2006♥
THIS touched me.
My initially blog topic wasn't this. Until I went to
our blog and saw things. My current mood is very confusing now. I'm feeling happy cos someone finally stepped in. I'm sad by the things that I have to admit are going on. I'm feeling guilty about some of the things mentioned. I'm angry cos I can feel their anger. I'm having lunch at the same time. But I'm losing my appetite now.
ShiYin knows me damn well. She knows that her doings will at least move one person - yours truly. Even if she failed with everyone else, she succeeded in me. Yah, she did.
I'm not that thick-headed. Things do get in. It depends on whether I choose to process them. I'm not trying to pour cold water here, but I really wonder if the others will reciprocate like I do.
I have tried very hard. Really very hard before I gave up. It wasn't my intention to have things become like that. It really wasn't.
I think I better stop. Thats about all I have to say here. There is a reason why this post is here and not there.
Thursday, June 22, 2006♥
Berlin -- World Cup Finals.
I am going away for holiday next next weekend with him. So exciting. Much awaited. Finally!!
Can anyone guess where I am going? Hehe.
Feeling kinda PMSie these 2 days. Beware!
Tuesday, June 20, 2006♥
Losing Motivation
Starting to feel sian at work. On the look out for other jobs. Another 2 more months. Anyone with lobang, do drop me a message. :)
Monday, June 19, 2006♥
Soccer Fever
Finally caught Brazil in action. Hmm... Just like England, pretty disappointing. Especially Ronaldo. Maybe I thought too highly of them/him or what. Or maybe they are not on form today. But fortunately the second half was much better. At least worth staying up for. At least the scoreline was decently 2-0.
Gonna catch Korea in action against France at 3am. Maybe just the first half. I hope they don't keep the interesting stuff at the back. I'm behind the Asian team. Go Korea!
I'm betting my prediction (and maybe money) on Argentina this World Cup. Partly because of that 6-0 match, the score and the play. Partly because of the lucky colours my mum claimed. Partly because of my brother. Partly because of gut feelings. Partly because... I feel like it.
But don't worry. I'm typical
kiasi Singaporean. Probably just a 10 buck bet. If I win, it will be 40 bucks in my pocket. Thats one good meal for 2. Although it can't even get me a main course without triple plus at Lawry's. Haha. Then again, I can probably settle a 2 person's meal at Swensens, NYDC or Cafe Cartel.
So much about food. My weekend started on Wednesday. And in this super long weekend, I really ate like nobody's business. Really too sinful. Birthday season's over.
I think I am resuming exercise this week.
Inertia is damn big after such a long weekend. I'm dreading work already. :(
Sunday, June 18, 2006♥
Resemblence percentage: 99%!!
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ChangSheng's birthday. PONGGOL PARK!
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Crazy and vain people
Friday, June 16, 2006♥
Who thinks that Peggen jiejie has got a big head?
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Me!
Thursday, June 15, 2006♥
shou xin po
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Lawry's
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Quite artisitc right?
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Paragon got so many nice cars. Yet I chose this purple Nissan Sunny.
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No, I didn't cry. Hee
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The Big 2
Oh yeah, I bade teenie goodbye yesterday. My day was fulfilling. So bear with me, I have alot of things to say.
My sweetest and favouritest girlies (with CS) greeted me with a cake and bday song at the midnight. I was so touched. But not really surprised anymore. Haha! Can you imagine this:
At 10 plus, Chay, on MSN, asked me, "Are the girls over at your house."
I replied, "No?"
Then during the phone call with dear, I told him about what Chay asked me. And he went to tell Yin. So I guess Yin went to scold him or what.
Then brilliantly, Chay told me to "ignore the conversation I had with him, pretend that he didn't ask me that question"
HAHA. I really dunno what to say. I knew something was awaiting already. And also, Yirong can't really act one.
But still, I'm very very thankful to all of them who came over. Poor Stephie was sick even. Some had to work the next day.
And then I saw my big card. My God! I was so shocked to see certain people's messages. How in the world did ShiYin get Gavin. Also, long lost friends like Rachel, people who were once close to me and of course, everyone who is currently close now. I was really so lost for words. I know it was not easy for her. Thankew darling Yin for everything.
Then Yin and Rong stayed over. Went shopping with Yin in the afternoon. Was quite shag to really shop. Then went home again to change and wait for the boy to come back from his graduation before heading to Lawry's.
Food at Lawry's was awesome! Very filling also. Was given a complimentary dessert. The whole gang of waiters and waitresses sang birthday song. Quite paiseh. But luckily it was not that crowded by that time.
He decided to only give me my present only when we reached home. So that there will be effect. -_- Anyway, luckily he only gave me at home. Cos really got effect. Yeah. Effect.
I had a great day. Not forgetting all those who sent their wishes via the handphone, tags, and in each and every way. Thank you! I had a great birthday. Hope this signified pleasant years of 20s.
老了!
Wednesday, June 14, 2006♥
THANK YOU
Lost for words. Just wanna say a big THANKS to all. Especially my dear ones who made it here. Yin, Rong, Fang, Steph, Eunice, CS. I'm really touched and really appreciate the effort.
And to those who contributed to the messages or in one way or another, thank you very much. I'm really surprised to see many of your names and messages.
Dunno what else to say. Shall blog more another day!
Stay tuned. :)
Tuesday, June 13, 2006♥
The slightest change
Was playing with this boy boy on the bus yesterday on the way to work. He's so cute. And can't sit still. I started making funny faces at him. And when I stick out my tongue, he actually followed and licked his lips. So cute!!
Today I gave mummy a 20 note, she gave me the slightest change possible.
Monday, June 12, 2006♥
Partying at Party World. Rong came with Zhirong. The 17 year old boy made a bouquet of flowers using KFC napkins for me. How sweet, compared to the 17 year old at home.
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Cartel.
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Hell lots of fun and laughter!
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I didn't know I can be so good at shooting myself without looking like its shot myself. Hehe.
Saturday, June 10, 2006♥
We took this in a popular sushi joint at Marina Square. So now you know where your fishes in the sushi comes from.
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Got these back: Sec2 name tag and my baby photo! (and other stuff)
Friday, June 09, 2006♥
Shh Shh Pain Pain
Who wouldn't freak out when you see blood in your urine?
My mum can't stop suaning me about how I called her, sobbing, telling her I see blood in my urine. Before we even saw the doctor, she already given the same diagnosis the doctor gave me. So I paid $52 to listen to the doctor tell me almost the same thing my mum said and give me some medicine. 52 bucks, damn it. It was not even midnight yet!
Anyway, my condition is known as urinary infection or something. Its an infection in the urethra (bio!). According to folks, its caused by heatiness and not drinking enough water (like most illness are caused by that hor?) The funny thing was that one of the med the doctor prescribed was a yellow liquid. Haha. Maybe colour does help them prescribe medicine to condition.
What I experienced was that I kept feeling that I was on high tide. The feeling of holding your bladder for damn long, but nothing much comes out cos the bladder is kinda empty with the constant releasing already. And there's a slight pain when I pass urine. I curse in my heart everytime I pee. And of course, there's blood. Its crazy when you wanna sleep. Cos you keep feeling like you need to go toilet. I went 3-4 times in the first half an hour before I fell asleep. I almost brought my pillow in and make the toilet bowl my bed for the night.
I cancelled my last night schedule cos it was the 8th. Wanna at least have a chat on the phone eventhough we can't meet. But I was on the toilet bowl half the time (cos I gave up having to run to and fro the toilet) and the conversation ended in me crying and calling my mum and going to the clinic and stuff while all he can do is to be stuck in school worrying.
Oh well, what a memorable 5th month, dearie.
Anyway, I'm better now. No more red urine. Still slight pain. I just don't like it when every single one tells me the same thing: drink more water. I know, I am drinking alot already. And I suffer alot also. Cos its still painful.
Thursday, June 08, 2006♥
OTOT - at my own pace
Feels good.
Worked lunch shift today. A grand total of 2 customers. Sales was less than $40. A total of 6 staff. Not even enought to cover our wages. Sad case. We were all trying very hard to look for things to do. Think they will cut staff for lunch le lah. =|
Anyway, walked all the way to beach road to collect someone's silly camera. Was actually looking for the bus stop until I saw the building. How nice. Then cabbed over to Ahma's place. She is really insistent in some way. When she asked if I wanna eat a certain something that is in the fridge or in the kitchen. I said no cos I'm full. 5 mins later she will ask again and ask if I really don't want. I will say no again. Then she will ask again. Alamak. Might as well just say yes and eat, right? Thats my Ahma. And yes, she is insistent when she wanna give me a red packet (without the packet) as well. If I'm spoilt, its her. Hee. But only
xing fu people get spoilt, aint it? Thats why he spoils me too.
Decided to visit my hairdresser to neaten my hair. The thickness and the weather don't go well. Waited for about 2 hours for a less than half an hour hair cut. Kinda used to it, each time I visit that place, I spend enough time sitting there to be able to finish a mag. Colouring and treatment takes very long. And they are busy most of the time. Browsed through the Feb issue of Her World today. I'm surprised by how much kinky stuff they have in there. There was this couple who made love on an aeroplane under the blanket. How daring man. And there's this article on a young woman, paying her husband $1000 for a session of sex which lasts for about 15 minutes in order to keep her marriage. Thats like how silly. $1000 for 15 minutes of sex. Each time they have sex, the husband will remind the wife the next morning to transfer the money to his account. How good money for that idiotic guy. And the best thing is he spent the money on his mistress. He got her a Tiffany & Co. diamond ring. KAO! Slap that guy man.
Anyway, back to my topic, it feels good to live the day at your own pace. Flipping through the magazine reading articles of weird happenings, not having the need to rush for anything. Own Time Own Target.
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All smiles
Today is a gift. Thats why we call it the present.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006♥
Wake me up when this week ends
I freaked out when I realised that today is only Wednesday. Feels like the week is not gonna end.
Split shift yesterday. Sent the camera for repair then went shopping. I got myself a pretty dress to be worn to Lawry's next week. Hee.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006♥
Oh well, I told you people do visit blogs of others with different intentions.
I am fucking off from yours and you jolly well fuck off from mine too. Leave in your own silly world while I'm in my own realistc world. Cut your bullshit excuses about others informing you.
Sorry, others, this weekend is either him or me. I am being very straight and direct here. If you all are intending to meet up for my birthday this weekend, then I'm sorry but I don't wish to see him.
I know I started it this time round. Thats because I have tried to bridge it and do something after the previous incident. (When in the first place, it is bloody not my fault and I am not the only one who understood it as that!) But I get pissed when its not reciprocated. And I feel like some silly girl trying too hard. Forget it. I gave up and I became cynical.
I suggest that those people who are intending to help not to bother. You should know how thick my head is and how much thicker his is. If time helps then let it be, if it does not, then let it be too. I have given up.
From today onwards, I think I should stop polluting my blog with silly people.
Sunday, June 04, 2006♥
What kind of ex is my ex?
Sometimes its quite weird. You visit someone's blog, just to comment to yourself how silly, stupid and f**ked up that person is. You get the idea? Nvm if you don't.
I just went to a blog and saw this:
You and your ex are just friends - great friends really.(At least that's what you keep telling yourself!)While civility is a good thing, make sure you're not secretly wanting more.
(Some dumb blogthings thingy)
Great friends? I sniggered at that. Used to be I guess. Even if you cancel out the word "great", I don't think it even applies.
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Cheena Piang
Twas my lunar birthday yesterday. Hah. Who in our generation celebration lunar birthdays. But I guess its just for the fun of it. Hee. I hopped onto the car and I saw this.A lil mini surprise for me. =D We headed to Sembawang. Some super ulu place, by the sea. But surprisingly, the crowd there is quite big. Its called Bottle Tree Village 'cos of this Bottle Tree. Apparantly, its a very very old tree.Yeah, then went over to SAF Yatch Club. Hoped to get there before its dark but a silly lorry was travelling at breakneck speed on the one lane kampong style road in front of us. I swear we all can go by foot faster than that. And so by the time we get there, it was dark already. GRR!I had the urge to go wakeboarding after seeing those yatches and stuff. Any khakis?Tsk. Wasting time at home before chilling out at Rochester. Again, but will different people this time. The Mai Tai cocktail was stronger than I expected. Brr.
Saturday, June 03, 2006♥
We brought Xue to Mac. I laughed when this was brought to our table. Looks like a small family. An upsized meal for the daddy, a normal meal for the mummy and a happy meal for the baby. Haha.