I promise I will study today.

I promise I will not slack and bum around like what I did yesterday.

I did the scenerio analysis for MA. I can say goodbye to the 3 grades with alphabet A as well. (Unless I get 100 for the final paper!) This term is so screwed. My only hope for a decent grade is from Raj. Then maybe AS/CT.







Moody, no interest for anything. Tried to study but to no avail. I thought food therapy would help. But it didn't. I don't even feel like eating anything now. I just feel like sleeping. Slept the entire afternoon. And I still feel like sleeping. Just can't seem to set myself down to do anything. Its kinda pissing.

I think its PMS. I hope it is.

He wanted the fondue. So I had to suffer the consequence with him.

I reached school, I opened my bag, I took out my laptop charger. Then I realised I did not bring my laptop. How smart right?

I stoned for awhile. Did I bring it out of the house?

I think I didn't. Cos I remembered walking to the bus stop empty handed.

But 5 mins later, I was still feeling jittery. So I called home. Haha.

I asked Mum if my laptop was on the table. My heart froze for a second when she said "NO". Then she went on to say "its in your room". She meant it wasn't on the living room table. HAHA.

Oh well, I had my laptop charger without my laptop. How smart.

My Biz Law Mid Term was crap. On the bright side, its only 15%. BUT ITS STILL 15%. From the grades of my presentation, report and midterm, and from the amount of class participation I had, I think I should forget about any 3 grades with the letter A to avoid disappointment.

Raj had a "BGS Party" to replace this week's BGS class. There were pizzas, finger food, drinks, beer, wine, games, magic show, "live band". So funky.


Hot Serene and I kinda enjoyed ourselves being amazed at card tricks and being Li JiaWei and Zhang XueLing wanna-be. The duper mini version. Haha!



But still, my Biz Law Midterm! Argh!!!!!

You Are 40% Left Brained, 60% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning. Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others. If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic. Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet. The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility. Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way. If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art. Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Woah... I always thought I am a left brainer.

It is a freaking long walk from Potong Pasir Station. And even in SAV itself, we had to pass by SAJS, SAS, cross the bridge before I can see girls. I think once you are late for school, thats it. Don't bother to run from the bus stop upon hearing the elephant walk (is there still elephant walk in the first place?)

People asked how is the place. One word - COLD. There isn't any cosiness and warmth we missed at Malan Road. Sad. I miss the Malan Road Cafe. Only thing is that the Netball court is better than the stupid red court or the one where we feed mosquitoes. They have better and more poles too!

The match turned out pretty well. Haha. I mean, we old girls, played alot better than I expected. Myself, included. *chuckles* I was quite (maybe I should just use VERY) happy with my performance yesterday. I missed the kind of euphoria I get when I make a nice interception. 10mins X 2 quads and I felt it several times. Although I pant like mad just playing GK. Hoho.

I knocked Tricia down and she landed with her 4 limbs facing the sky. It was a very bad contact. Haha. Apologised like mad. Afterall I didn't want to injure my juniors just before their season. And because of that, I didn't dare to go near Atalia when she came in the second quad. My god. If I knock her down like that, I think Mr Bok, Ms Chua and everybody else will come after me with a dagger.

I love watching Ade, Char and Siting making the attack from the other end of the court. Its a very good view of a very good scene. This is the feeling I miss. The feeling of working the ball for them and seeing them work it out well. The feeling of achieving something. And this is what I didn't and can't get from Extremes.

Mr Bok asked me again if I really don't want to continue playing. For a second, I almost reconsidered the option that is still left open for me for so long. Due to the very good feeling I had. I am grateful that they did not shut the door on me but I know Extremes cannot give me what I want out of it. And I have learnt that I cannot perform under that kind of pressure. It made me think back of the major games I played in and I could draw parallels. (B girls finals, nat squad selections, crucial AC match where I had to play GA, and of course the most heart wreching RJ match and under Extremes) Whenever I told myself I had to perform, I had to play well, I failed.

Hence, the conclusion is that, Extremes ain't for me. Or maybe I am not there for it. I still love Netball but I only want to play on a leisure basis. And I really love playing with those lot of people I played with yesterday. Whee! Lets go back again and bring some warmth to SAV soon!

That aside, I didn't ache as much as I expected myself to this morning. But my legs really did felt like they were going to break last night. Haha. But still, didn't ache as much doesn't mean didn't ache at all. Haha.

HIPS met up this morning. Suposedly 11am. I deliberately let my alarm snooze and be late. Arrived at 1125 and only Ivan was there. Those 2 people who made us change the time weren't there yet. I was rather pissed and I showed them face for awhile. But well, today we broke a record. We were damn fast in deciding where to eat and what to do after that. Cool huh? Good improvement. Next aim: BE ON TIME!

They tell me to "Peg them up".















I've never felt so last minute in my entire schooling life. MA project was sent at 11.57 and 12.02. Josh forgot the attachment the first time. Haha. We are either 3 minutes on time or 2 minutes late. Whatever it is, it is submitted. Over and done with. Its disastrous fighting time and a block nose at the same time. I said I will attend tomorrow's MA class but I think I should just forget it. I wonder how many people will turn up.

This weekend was pretty packed and long. Sat was a nice day spent being a little housewife cooking simple lunch for the hungry ass then a little spoilt princess with shopping bags and a very good conversation (to me) over a nice dinner of COW.

Spent half the Sunday in school. Its surprising how many people you see in school on a Sunday. Saying "Hi" and asking "what you doing?" almost everytime I go out to get something. The GSRs were so fully booked that we had to book a NSR after we got chased out. THIS is SMU on the last few weeks of the term, people. Then back to being a little housewife clearing years of rubbish and super thick dust. It feels like Mdm Chan's pent room. Among the things found were sec2 (or sec1) time table of a 21-to-be, ATM receipt of 2004 (several), CD-roms for 7-year-old etc. And it was just one computer table. Amazing isn't it?
ANd then back to the mad rush to complete the MA stuff. Apparantly, some things cropped up. It happened for FA proj, now it has to happen for MA. Sigh.

But I'm just glad its over. =)) Phew.

CT report, and 3 papers. Summer holidays is waiting for me!











Maybe its Prof Leong. Morning MA class, seeing his face and hearing his 'jokes' reminded of Monday blues. And maybe yesterday's 'date' felt like a weekend.


This camera whore will die if he don't take photo. He was SO SO HAPPY when I told him my friend says he is CUTE. Nah!!! My that friend, a picture of Gavin for you! Haha.

Was planning out my revision time table. And doing that made me realise how little time I have to mug for the final papers. Especially when I have to start from near zero for MA and go through so many many readings for Biz Law. I haven't talked about AS yet.







I want 18 kids too!!

Haha..

Just for one day, maybe. I think it will be fun. :D

I'm gonna start work as a "maid" next week. *glare*

But right now, I'm damn screwed for MA quiz!







I am so damn bored in BGS class. Shouldn't have come to school specially for it. -_-

Hence, I went blog-hopping. And the distance I hopped can really be rather far. Haha. Finished reading all the new posts of people I always read, went to read blogs of people I sometimes read. And he is still talking. Other people are still talking. I am just not interested in the class participation points anymore.

Yah, back to blog hopping. I went to Jia's blog and hopped to her sis's blog and hopped to her bf's blog. Damn far right?? Haha. I know, I am kaypo.

Aiyah, this post has got no point at all. I am just bored. He said he will end early. But its 630 already! And he didn't give us break today. WHERE GOT EARLY? In fact, late!!

Side note: I hesitated damn long if I should message the birthday boy. And I decided to swallow the pride and did it. Just 2 words "Happy birthday." You know its so not me to just send a 2 word message, especially for a birthday. But well, I did. And guess what? He actually replied me! *woah, pride swallowed also?* But also just 2 words: "thank u". How funny, hor? -_-''

Times up! Ciaoz.







A packed Saturday evening from home to Newton for Ah Gong's birthday then to Pasir Ris for Jac's birthday. And cabbed from Pasir Ris to Marina Square for Yin and Rong before reaching Chevrons to join the rest.

Its a blue-eyed day basically because the vain couple put on blue daily lens. Mine was free sample I got some time back. His was, well, bought to "try".






Then at Chevrons...
















Yeah! Over and done with all my BizLaw, MA, BGS and AS presentation.

Only week 10. So early. Please be envious of me. heh.

Left with BGS report, MA project and CT at hand. And of course, the 3 bugging final papers.

This term seems to zoom past pretty quickly. In another blink of an eye, it will be summer holidays!!!

There seem to be a million and one things going on tomorrow. Its always sucky that you have to give some a miss. Can't see HJ commision. And I really really want to join the gang at Chevrons. Why? There's only one me on one Saturday evening.







Today is san ba fu nu jie.

Yeah.

Its the 8th! I can finally show my surpise.

I've been keeping it to myself and it sucks. =p

BGS presentation later.

Today I'm Ah Lian. Hoho.







I dowan I dowan I dowan
to fall sick.
(and I really cannot afford to)

I'm stuck I'm stuck I'm stuck
with AS individual assignment.

I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait
for week 11 to be over.

I want I want I want
everyday to be Saturday.
Cos everything seems to be PACKED on saturdays.

I hate I hate I hate
not being to do things I wanna do
not able to go for things I wanna go for
not able see people I wanna see

BUT

Rantings don't help.

I have to I have to I have to
get my ass moving to do work
NOW!







I don't know what to say.

I just wanna remember today and what I shed those tears for.

For the guilt that is in me. Its so heavy.

I wanna go hug her teddy body and yang-oh like how I used to and tell her that I really do love her too.








As you can see, a favourite hairstyle remains for more than a decade. heheh.







I told Ningzhen I'm gonna post something about seeing her and of course, Beng's birthday. But I'm just plain lazy and don't have the "fweel" to do it. Haha. But I know Zhen is anticipating to see lots of her name popping up my post 'cos she's such a clown last night, making all of us laugh at her. Looking at her, I feel old. Cos she's so full of life. I really mean FULL OF LIFE.

But this young kiddo taught us all a very important lesson. 70% of women wear the wrong bra size. She taught us how to wear a bra the correct way. There's 7 steps but not like I still remember what are the 7. Hah. But I do remember the gist of it. Have to squeeze here squeeze there lah!

It felt like a KSS netball gathering to me. Very warm. Talking about sec school days, training, matches, achievements, how we looked like etc. Shelia and I were so happy that we are fairer than Peilee mummy now~! Haven seen Cairong in a million years. And probably 10 thousand years for Beng.

All of us are so niang and pretty now and non of us are still playing netball. I was the last to retire. Haha!

On the whole, its a very nice feeling to see all of them and to sit down and chat over mountains of beehoon and BBQ food. =)

Short and sweet, Zhen. I miss studying with you too. Just that we wasted alot of time. =p

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