Sunday, October 30, 2005♥
Meanie Me
Yeah right... I failed totally wanting to be mean. I tried.
Deliberately went late. I know our dear busy man will be late so just wanna make him wait alone. And I was very late. Mind you, Peggen is very late and not feeling any sense of urgency. That don't happen most of the time. Wanted to show some attitude. But...
BUT! Its that thing again! That smile that just made me forget about everything. So pissed with myself when I think of it now. That smile which I thought came straight from the heart. And of course, I smiled straight from the heart too. Damn. That trademark idiotic smile of his again.
Everything was well and fine. Even when it was just the 2 of us. It seems like its back to good old school days. The 3 of us. Cool. I forgot about everything, everything I planned to say, planned to ask, planned to do and just indulged myself in the company which I enjoyed and enjoy so much.
Still, I have to know what I wanted to know by today. All thanks to technology, there was something called SMS. And damn, we still have the mo qi I talked about the other time. Not the same topic this time but we smsed each other at the same time again!!
Alright, I have found out what I wanted to know and I was right. Gut feelings together with evidence plus comments from other people. I was right. But I failed to be mean. Failed terribly. I think ShiYin will go "wth!" if she knows how I replied. Sorry gal, I couldn't bring myself to be like how you said you would be. I actually wanted to cos I was feeling angry when I thought through it last night, or rather this morning before I slept. But then... Hmm.... =/
Thank God my mascara was water resistance. Although its Halloween, still, I don't want to look gothic.
Ok, I lost the battle. But I lost it graciously. =) One thing for sure, I have no idol couple now. No longer be.
