Wednesday, October 19, 2005♥
Insomnic
The dream I had last night is daunting me all of a sudden. After I off the lights and pull the blanket, it just kept flashing in my head. Its damn irritating. Can someone please stop this? I thought I was moving on quite well until a few moments ago I was feeling the emptiness I had a few weeks ago. The SMSes still sound nice, the pictures still look good. Oh well.
After the results of my TP yesterday, I really wished there was someone there and then for me. I needed a hug of comfort, a real good hug. Obviously I needed someone. But I survived on a pat on the back from Ben when I reached school. Felt so encouraged when he told me he had 39 for his first attempt. Haha. I'm better! And immediate failure on his second attempt. Hammies are so nice. Wanted to buy teh-bing but I bought it for myself before going to look for them. And thankfully, meeting them for LTB work kept my mind off that dreadful fact. Its not about getting the license cos Dad's car will only come in after CNY which is only when I will get Grandpa's Matrix. I don't need it that soon. But its the extra amount I have to spend. Damn it. I'm not earning any income now.
Comms tmr. That gay letter is going to be 20% of the entire module. Thursdays = long day. I better sing myself lullaby and get some sleep soon.
