My first photoshop outcome. =) Its gonna be the name of my company for my comms presentation. 







Its not QiPao, Chris!

Mum asked me "ni qu na li" when I came back.

"School lah, where else?"

What's wrong with wearing a dress to school man? I'm a girl who's just sick of jeans and denim skirt lah.

Tmr I wear my prom gown k? Haha. If I'm going to school tomorrow. Muahaha.







Oh well... here I am on the bus. Putting down some thoughts. Just shared some stuff with Ben and Yiling. Thanks Yiling for that hug. =) it’s quite hard for me to put things in a way whereby people, girls esp. I realize, will not go “what an ass” or something along that line. I mean, I admit that everything that happened is duper unfair to me but I guess no one wanted things to turn out this way.

I admired HJ’s way of handling this thing. I can’t imagine the spot he has been put into. But I would say he handled it quite well, diplomatically. All along I thought he did not understand my plight well enough. But that night, as he sent me those messages, I knew I wronged him. He can feel how I feel. He is in a difficult position and I can understand. And because he understands the situation the best, he knows that no one wanted this to happen. Thanks HJ, if you will see this. I’m glad I can still enjoy the “entitlement” you gave me some time ago. =)

He asked me if I was angry with him. How the hell am I supposed to answer that? Yes, I feel like slapping you and I don’t ever want to see your face again. Or, No lah, not at all. I’m perfectly cool about it. If it was either extreme, then probably I knew how to answer. But its not. I was on the phone with Rong when he asked me that and Rong’s reaction just made me wanna laugh. It’s sinful, girl. Hah. Yin is going to bao dou you again. Hah. All I can say is that I would be insane if I say I wasn’t angry at all. But the messages and the things I told him, how I am behaving in front of him now, none of them are fake. To the very least, I have to spare a thought for people around us like our dear HJ and maybe Steph too.

It may be a rough time now. But without rough times, we wouldn’t know how to appreciate calm seas. Without rough times, you wouldn’t know where your buoys are. Without rough times, you will never learn to stand stronger… =)








K-lunching at Lot 1. Only managed to take pic with big head siao gin na Jonny. But look! My hair getting longer !!! Its growing. =D 








Jingle Bell, Jingle bell... Christmas?? Thought its DeepaRaya? Unfair right? Preparing for Christmas when there is no sign of DeepaRaya decorations at all. 








Hehe. Chocolate fondue at Grand Copthorne by us. Looks digusting right? The one I made for everyone was much nicer! *smug face* 







Yeah right... I failed totally wanting to be mean. I tried.

Deliberately went late. I know our dear busy man will be late so just wanna make him wait alone. And I was very late. Mind you, Peggen is very late and not feeling any sense of urgency. That don't happen most of the time. Wanted to show some attitude. But...

BUT! Its that thing again! That smile that just made me forget about everything. So pissed with myself when I think of it now. That smile which I thought came straight from the heart. And of course, I smiled straight from the heart too. Damn. That trademark idiotic smile of his again.

Everything was well and fine. Even when it was just the 2 of us. It seems like its back to good old school days. The 3 of us. Cool. I forgot about everything, everything I planned to say, planned to ask, planned to do and just indulged myself in the company which I enjoyed and enjoy so much.

Still, I have to know what I wanted to know by today. All thanks to technology, there was something called SMS. And damn, we still have the mo qi I talked about the other time. Not the same topic this time but we smsed each other at the same time again!!

Alright, I have found out what I wanted to know and I was right. Gut feelings together with evidence plus comments from other people. I was right. But I failed to be mean. Failed terribly. I think ShiYin will go "wth!" if she knows how I replied. Sorry gal, I couldn't bring myself to be like how you said you would be. I actually wanted to cos I was feeling angry when I thought through it last night, or rather this morning before I slept. But then... Hmm.... =/

Thank God my mascara was water resistance. Although its Halloween, still, I don't want to look gothic.

Ok, I lost the battle. But I lost it graciously. =) One thing for sure, I have no idol couple now. No longer be.








Vandalism at Teck Whye Blk 11 Study Room. Cool eh? Almost all the walls there are like that. Artwork of artistics youngsters. 

• Bearer of the consequences of your mistake, miscommunication, misinterpretation of intentions.
• Leader to the realisation of your needs and emotions.
• Expense of your happiness and bliss.
• Sufferer of your lost and found.
• Debtor - you 2 owe me lots.

Have you ever once try putting youself in my shoes? Why do I even try to put myself in both of your shoes when its so obvious that your shoes stinks? Its tiring always trying to be understanding and sparing thoughts for everybody. I want to be selfish and unreasonable. Why should I be so nice?

A friend in need is a friend indeed. Cliche. But well... you can't deny the truth behind it.

Yin, Rong. I really love you gals to bits.

I don't know what to say.

But thanks. =) Really don't know how to show my appreciation for your company. Thanks for entertaining me, making me entertain you. (Right Rong? I think you were more entertained by me than you entertaining me)

Somehow it turned out to be more than a "Are you ok?" session. It became a "Come, lets share our darkest secrets and talk about everybody under the sun" session. Haha. I think we talked about almost everybody we know. ALMOST.

I really didn't feel like going home. Hehe. Let's do that more often ok? BUT definitely not with the initial agenda. NO WAY!

I'm tired. Fearful yet looking forward to dinner. Fearful yet looking forward to uncovering truths.

Let it come. Just DON'T keep me in the dark. If you know me well enough. But I wonder.







My nightmare is turning into a reality!!

Please tell me what is going on.

Just tell me what is going on.







Study hard then relax. Everythin will go well tmr. Nite!







7 November, such a coincident.

2 good friends flying off for NS commitment. 'Ociffer' HuiJie to Brunei for 2 weeks plus and pilot-to-be JiaYuan to Australia for 5 weeks.

Still 2 more weeks before they leave but still, I will miss them lah. =)

If both of you flying off at about the same time, I may consider sending you guys off. If its one in the morning and one at night, then, hurhur, forget it. Not as if Changi Airport so nearby. Haha.







Finally! Stupid Picasa and Blogger played punk with me. Also don't know who to blame. BTW, yesterday was a fun-filled day. Attendance turned out quite good. Hee. Although I am always greedy and hope people didn't have to go off early or come late. But well, we are all grown up and have different things to attend to.

Lazy to blog about it now lah. It was really super fun. At Halo Bar especially. Heh! Where everybody got cranky.

But this weekend was rather unproductive. Only managed to complete a few stats question. Haven't started on my FA revision. I'm so going to die. God bless me.

Thought no one was interested to solve my riddles. Haha. At least one or two response better than nothing. Seems like the first one was pretty easy. Alright, there you go...

1. What sucks blood, has wings but doesn't fly?

• Sanitary Pad

2. What goes in hard and comes out soft and sticky?

• Chewing gum

Group pics. Abit small though. Not very nice. But well, its the company and the get-together that matters. =)








Me and Yin. Can see how she turn red and I turn black as the day progresses. Hah!









Me and Rong. *11 years and counting. =)
Mistake: Should be 12, right?








Me and Yu. No beach shots!!! =(
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TL: Jian the birthday boy (should know why we need to sit down), TR: Lunzi half asleep,
BL: on the beach bus, BR: Huijie so serious.
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TL: Chay acting shy, TR: Mak trying damn hard to look hunky,
BL: Den forever refusing to smile, BR: Desmond so fearful I will eat him up.
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Gals and Guys
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Met Steph there by suprise!
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Narcissm in action. Credits to my darling Yin!!
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Halo Bar
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Well, I'm a Class 95 listener in the mornings on the way to school. The topic for today was riddles. There were 2 which caught my attention. Give it a try if anyone interested. =)

1. What sucks blood, has wings but doesn't fly?

2. What goes in hard and comes out soft and sticky?

STOP!

Think about it before scrolling down for answers.

Think about it~!

Try lah.

Give it a try k?

Think harder...

Coming soon.

Answers coming soon.

Muahaha~!

I don't hate thursdays, but I dislike thursdays. Today is a particular moody thursday. Comms letter that costs 20% first thing in the morning. Damn stressed. I think I wouldn't score. Just hope for the best. Then she gave us our grading for the group presentation. Depressed some people. Well, I was expecting a teeny weeny more than what I got but well, I shall try harder for my individual presentation. Going to CHARM her. Muahaha. But too bad, its a her. Hah. Then stats lesson. Boring as usual. Spent almost the whole time playing minesweeper on MSN. Haha. Then came the results of mid-term test. Depressed some people again. I would say I expected that result from myself. Contended but not really happy. Haha. What am I talking about?

Its a snappy day. I was rather snappy today to a few people. Its like a "don't step on my tail day". Haha. Think those who know me well enough will know what this mean. But today is the first time I'm behaving like that to my classmates. Probably as your new classmates are not so new anymore, this happens. And probably I am really tired today. Have been feeling tired from morning to evening. Don't ask me why. Had 2 teh-bings but it didn't take any effect. I wouldn't be surprised if its gonna take effect NOW. Damn it. I think I should stop drinking that much teh-bing. First its the caffine (not good), next its the sugar (unhealthy), then its the milk (fattening).

Haha. Whatever lah! I need to sleep le lah. Tomorrow LTB getting back mid term quiz too. Hope there wouldn't be depressed people around me. Most importantly, I hope I wouldn't be the depressed one. =)








Bra artwork @ SMU
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The dream I had last night is daunting me all of a sudden. After I off the lights and pull the blanket, it just kept flashing in my head. Its damn irritating. Can someone please stop this? I thought I was moving on quite well until a few moments ago I was feeling the emptiness I had a few weeks ago. The SMSes still sound nice, the pictures still look good. Oh well.

After the results of my TP yesterday, I really wished there was someone there and then for me. I needed a hug of comfort, a real good hug. Obviously I needed someone. But I survived on a pat on the back from Ben when I reached school. Felt so encouraged when he told me he had 39 for his first attempt. Haha. I'm better! And immediate failure on his second attempt. Hammies are so nice. Wanted to buy teh-bing but I bought it for myself before going to look for them. And thankfully, meeting them for LTB work kept my mind off that dreadful fact. Its not about getting the license cos Dad's car will only come in after CNY which is only when I will get Grandpa's Matrix. I don't need it that soon. But its the extra amount I have to spend. Damn it. I'm not earning any income now.

Comms tmr. That gay letter is going to be 20% of the entire module. Thursdays = long day. I better sing myself lullaby and get some sleep soon.







Met Yin to shop at Bugis for SOME PEOPLE's present. Haha. The rest better zi dong and return me money hor.. I personally like the 2 presents we bought. If you 2 don't want, I don't mind k? Hahaha.

Burnt another hole in my pocket. Hehe. See below for what I treated myself to today. =) Both stuff were actually considered for quite long le. So it wasn't really on impulse. I hope. *chuckles*








Addidas bag and butterfly pumps from URS =) [background is my bed btw. keke]
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Gavin's 21st birthday! His cake looks like full-month cake rather than 21st. Seriously. Haha.
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Dion (knew her for half an hour and we started chatting like non-stop. hah.), me, Tim, JJ, Gavin dA birthday boy, Alvin, Dickson
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Me, birthday boy ready to be baked, Dickson. Nice picture yeah?
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Me and Lemuel. Knew him from Tioman diving trip.
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Me and Lemuel. Some people says he looks like Edison. Hmm.. From this angle not really.
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Me and Dickson. Stupid guy. Whole evening disturbing me.
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How do you define the "right person" and how do you know if the person is RIGHT for you. If you are the right person for someone, does that necessarily mean that that someone has to be the right person for you too?

No, absolutely no. Of all people, he wants to come and talk to me about this topic. Of all people, of all topics. haha. I just found it hilarious.

Food for thought on a slackish raining Sunday.








Lawry's: Me and Penny had this fish of the day.
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Lawry's: Yenfang had this default item. I forgot what's the name
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Close up of our Red Garoupa and Oyster =)
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Lawry's: Zheguang had Atlantic Lobster Lasagne. Looked more like crayfish though. Hee.
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Me and Penny @ Taka. The roses are REAL. Cool. I like what I wore. Hehe.
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Narcissist pEg @ K-ster
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Jerena, Me, Aries @ K-ster
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Kelvin & Eric @ K-ster
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Me & Kelvin @ K-ster
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Me and Jerena @ K-ster
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I'm getting quite pissed with organising stuff. Somehow I hate people who always think that they are the only busy people on earth. Always trying so hard to organise get-togethers and meet-ups and I always get anger and shit in return. The reason why I always initiate to organise things is because I want to make sure my stuff don't clash, knowing that I ain't exactly a very free person either. And I hate people who don't bother to organise and keep telling you that they cannot make it. So wtf, why don't you just tell us when you can and maybe you try to organise, since you are so freaking busy? Big group like that, small group also like that. So what do you people want?

Ok, anger aside, today was quite a good day I would say. First, lunch with Mdm Chan, together with Fang, Penny and Zheguang at Lawry's. Muahaha. Those people who didn't go don't know what they missed out man. It was a longer lunch than I expected cos I didn't expect us and Mdm Chan to be so chatty. Somehow, I really look up to Mdm Chan. I want to grow old to be a Mdm Chan too. Always so confident of herself and what she wants to do and what she does, so selfless, so wanting and able to make a difference to lives of young people etc. I want to be like her at that age too!

After that was supposed to meet HIPS. But only ended up with IP cos OCS pulled stuns apparently and NTU exams nearing. I was quite afraid it would turn out weird but thankfully everything was fine. How did I feel? Hmm.. kind of neutral I must say. Comfortable, happy as usual and time seems to pass so fast!! I don't what to say la, seriously.

After that was Gavin's 21st party. Was pretty fun. Not bad. All thanks to me calling Kelly asking them where they were cos just had the intuition they were somewhere in town buying present. Hee, and all thanks to that call, I got myself a lift from Tim. If not I seriously wouldn't know how to get to that ulu place. Seangoon is considered ulu to me. Stayed longer than I expected cos it wasn't too bad chilling by the pool with those people.

Didn't manage to accomplish my goal of meeting everyone cos Halo Bar was cancelled. Sigh.

Still, it was a good way to spend my Saturday of the recess week. Tomorrow is to rest and get myself ready for 7 shiong weeks ahead.







Mid term break coming to an end soon. Somehow, I'm not really bothered about how accomplished I feel for the past week but rather, how much my feelings changed over the week.

Probably loading youself with activities, other things to look forward to does help. I wonder?

Had been a fulfilling week for me I guess. Did work, learnt some FA, did LTB stuff, started on Comms presentation, had fun (somehow), learnt new stuff (inline skating. first time on blades), had good sleeps, exercised, spent some time with grandparents (both sides). Probably that explains why.

Had my second KTV session this week with orientation friends at k-ster for 5 hours. Muahaha. Adding the 3 hours of K-lunch on tuesday, that's 8 hours this week. Mak jio-ing Halo Bar tomorrow. Craziness. Sing till I drop. But I'm having fun and enjoying myself. Heck!

I hope tomorrow's meet up will be successful. I'm not so looking forward to it as compared to last week anymore. But still, I want it to be successful lah. Somehow, my hopes kind of diminished quite abit. I didn't do anything to make it diminished, but somehow it just "automatically" happened. I don't know why.

Probably I'm being less stubborn to move on. I don't resist moving on now but I'm not getting myself to move either. Contradicting? No, it isn't. I'll just let the wind blow me where I should belong. What's the difference? Any changes? YES. There is. One week ago, I rooted myself to where I were simply because I didn't want to move, regardless of how the wind blows. See the difference?

Oh well, guess tomorrow will tell alot. I have a strong feeling I will PS Gavin's 21st birthday party tomorrow and I'm feeling quite bad. I was one of the first few people he decided to invite from SMU and I have given him the confirmation more than twice. Why chunk everything to Saturday? Lunch with Mdm Chan, HIPS meet up, Gavin's birthday, Halo Bar. I'm trying to arrange my time to attend all. So in one day, basically, I get to meet KSS good friends, SA good friends and SMU good friends. How cool. Hurhur. I HOPE lah.

Time check: 2.20am Meeting Penny says 11.30 at Lawry. Who eats lunch at 11.30? Other than Mdm Chan. Hah. Oh well, whatever she says always count. Right? Lunch at 11.30 then. And I better try not to be late.







Horrified, yes horrified. Peggen needs to stop eating. No more late night chicken chop, supper or whatever. Don't jio me out for supper anymore! Don't ask me eat fast food with you.

Horrified! Horrified when I stepped on the weighing scale.

I hope I am not sounding like a bimbo. But JS was right, I need to stop eating like nobody's business.

Performance goal: I will visit the gym and go swimming at least once a week. Then, I will be able to have lunch or dinner at SRC at least twice. Will be able to save cash and credit it to Daddy's bill. Who ask him to be so niao?

Argh... horrified!








Testing Hello. Padro's Birthday Cake
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Hey people, there's this program which allows us to send pictures to each other in an amazing speed. Its very much faster than zipping it and sending through MSN. And worse thing that can happen when we send through MSN is that when you have patiently waited for damn long and suddenly either the sender or the receiver's connection goes *poof*. I'm sure all of us have had this sucky experience before. Haha.

Second thing is Hello allows blogger to upload photos to our blogs. Easier than photobucket I think.

Damn cool. Worth a try k?

I sound like I'm promoting for Hello. Haha. But its just my personal testimonial. =)

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Chomp Chomp rocks!

Hot Sexy Hammies! I love my LTB group. =)

Outside Momo. Rejection no. 1. Gavin, JJ and Dickson under 21!! Still in the mood for photos. Don't ask me why.

Gals that night. Rejection no. 2 by Double O. Kelly and me under 20.=(

Finally! All of us are accepted! Cocco Latte!

Can I sue Gavin for this? Hoho.

Had 2 bonding sessions in less than 24 hours. Or I should say, I enjoyed myself with my classmates.

First, it was supper with Hot Sexy Hammies + Kelly at Chomp Chomp. You know, how I wished Chomp Chomp was just a stone's throw away cos the food there is fabulous. Love the beancurd there. =) Thankfully, Gabe picked me up from home and sent me back after that. Thanks so much, Gabe, if you happen to see this. =) If not, I wouldn't have known how to get there. Good food, nice session of story sharing. I kind of admired some of their stories, take my hats off man! And I always can't stop laughing at Yiling's nicotin patch joke. Muahaha. Yeah yeah, good good, we should have more of that! =)

Then there's K-Lunch with Karen and Sherine today. KTV rocks! And two of them forever full of nonsense when they get together. But it was a fun-filled session too. =) We should have more of that too!!


Went Teck Whye study room after that. Just wanna make full use of my time cos I know I'm gonna slack it away if I come home straight. And somehow, I reflected alot, more than usual on my way home today. Saw alot of people mugging for either O or A levels. And I was just reminded how I mugged there for my Os and As. And gosh! Time flies, it seems like yesterday I first visited that vandalism ground. But counting back, it has been about 5 years already!! And I'm seriously shocked. It still feels the same, probably just more vandalisms. "whoever sucks", "whoever loves whoever". So funny. So childish. Haha.

Remembered how we spent more time playing the swing outside and chatting over snacks more than the time we spent studying. Haha, ultimate time wastage but ultimate fun. How we laughed and accidentally disturb others. How I tear there too reading the break up letter. Haha. How we didn't dare to use that toilet. How that place became the routine place I go to everyday without much fail during study break. How that place ended things and make things start. Haha. So many so many memories lah.

I'm just very thankful for that place. Really hope the GRC don't decide to close it down some day. Please. No. Its by far, my most productive place. =)


I think I'm not chiong-ing enough for this recess week. pEg!! Wake up your ideas man! *abish*







Haha... Yin mentioned this phrase while talking over Chef's salad and banana split after swimming. And somehow I thought this phrase came to me for a special purpose. I don't know if it is the correct purpose but somehow I chose to stick to this.

I'm not giving up on the things that make me smile. =)


Mr Bok called me cos he drove past me when I was walking to the 190 bus stop. We chatted for a while and of course he asked me when am I going back for trainings. I told him if I don't have the heart to do something, I can't drag myself to do it and wouldn't be able to do it well. He gave me some analogies which I thought was quite funny. But at the end of it, he said he was just joking and that made me feel better. He wasn't giving me pressure. He added that although I don't have the heart to go back, they always have the heart to welcome me back if I want to. My god... Whose heart wouldn't soften upon hearing that? But still, I only want to do things because I know I enjoy doing it. I hope they understand. =)


My bro is 16 today! Happie birthday, Padro. Loaded with AngBaoz lah. I'm so jealous. Haha!


Time for supper with HotSexyHammies soon! I'm such a glutton. So much for swimming today.

Ciaoz~







Its such a screwed Sunday. Basically, my weekends are so screwed lah. Like I told Chay, I have a very sudden empty feeling in me. Its like, after being so occupied with so many things other than school work for the past month or two, this sudden free-ness is irritating. Chay asked me what is my motivation. I told him I look forward to weekends and evenings to get myself going in the day or week. But hey, my weekends are so screwed now. Damn screwed. I have got no motivation now. Nothing to look forward to. Even looking forward to today was an empty hope. I just knew that they were going to let me down.

On a lighter note, went for supper at Fajar Mac with Chay last night. I was cycling and he was on his skate scooter. Haha. Quite weird though. Yes, Fajar Mac, you all should know why. Haiz... Had quite a good talk with him. *shake head*

I am regretting sending that message on Tuesday night. I just think that there was an impact. But then again, I kept telling to live with the "what if the world is going to end in 5 minutes time" attitude. And that makes me feel better, at least I said what I wanted to say and he did say its ok that I can call him or sms him if I need to talk or what. But still, I can't deny that I can feel the impact of it.

Time to get started on my work. Recess week not so recess afterall. Damn.







Well, decided to keep this URL and changed my old one to something else. Firstly, I really like this. Secondly, I do not have better ones in mind currently. =)

I kind of like these simple templates now. So, I am using this tentatively. Or rather, I'd just be making adjustments to it, like personalising the background or what. Help will be appreciated. I still suck at photoshop. =P I like the space for my posts, and its better for picture posting too.

Last night's clubbing session was quite bad initially. Got rejected by 2 places either because the guys are not 21 yet or the girls are not 20 yet. Ended up at Cocco latte. Not too bad, I would say.

Its recess week. But like I told Ivan, I am not looking forward to it anymore. Except that hoping I get to meet him and HJ tomorrow. I do have a strong feeling that they will disappoint me though.

Some people are already doing work on the first day of recess week. Don't stress me lah!!! Probably I need to start too.

How long more do I need to lead this kind of life?







Hello people, welcome the pEg's new blog. Just testing out. Still aren't sure of whether I want this URL. =)

My daily life, rants, things I want to share and messages for people whom I know are reading about my life.

An update for you, an outlet for me or anything random.


PurplepEg was a random nick i came up with a few years back due to my obsession with the colour purple. It has served me well and became a part of my identity. It is definitely here to stay.

And not forgetting its famous tagline, PEG THEM UP!








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